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| Iwasthinkingthat (profile) wrote, on 3-8-2004 at 8:06pm | |
| Current mood: hurt Subject: "Dont leave me, without saying goodbye, without saying goodbye" |
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| Let me start with yesturday... I went to Seans and we basically played Mario Party all day. I promised myself Id beat him before I die. I will get to that. So then we ate cheeseballs and watched Pirates of the Carrabean since it is such an awEsome movie. It was fun. Today...I had a good day. I woke up to a frappachino so I was perky or whatever. School went fine beside some minor annoyances. But then it went downhill when I walked through the door. **Random thought** I hate liars and I hate knowing that the majority of the people who read this have lied to me at some point. This world is so screwed. And for the people in it who are naive to do the things they do (which is all of us) go fuck yourselves. No...nevermind. There isnt a need for it because we're all doing it anyways. I guess Im a little better because I realize it. I realize when Im wrong AND I'd never do that to a friend. Not for anyone. So what came next. The fish game...I beat it too. Then my mom got on my nerves. I did some homework. Ahh yes...then she left. Where the real shit begins. Dreaming my reality where truth and fiction don't seem to exist Confusion is home here, but believe in you is what you insist My dad was talking to me. We always get into great conversations. And he went way back with me. He told me so much. About her and how it started. "You dont love me" ... she said that after he bought her a house. The whole thing is so horrible. I am a pussy for even letting this bother me. Its something I dont ever get used to. Im sorry for him...he did everything to make her happy and she wouldnt have it. Im sorry for her...she believes everything she says is true. Im sorry that Im not blind enough to ignore it and I really never was. Shit...I got myself crying...you're all clueless. Thats ok. So then Lauren called. And Lauren...Im sorry. You are any parents dream child and the way you are treated is just plain shitty. I love you. And thats how my night got turned to shit. I dont remember what I wrote. When does life give up on being overwhelming? I hope its soon. Im going to have an ulcer or something...at least that would prove something. Yeah...I dont know what I wrote but Im not going to proofread...I'll be daring BYE |
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justinsucks | 03-08-04 8:31pm "When does life give up on being overwhelming?"
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Iwasthinkingthat | Re:, 03-08-04 8:36pm pleeeeeeease soon
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poopsmypants | 03-08-04 10:28pm You know i'm always here for you. I love you. |