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| fadingintoblue (profile) wrote, on 3-8-2004 at 7:54pm | |
| Music: Vienna Teng Subject: random stuff i felt like writing |
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| The Good: My grandma complimented me last night. I'm talking about the grandmother who relentlessly criticizes my every move and then chastises me for having low self-esteem. First she complimented me on my outfit, which was nice even if it didn't make me glow. Then she told me that a year ago she never would have considered me of leader quality, but now she would. She went on for a bit on how I've matured so nicely, and stopped being so shy. It was nice, I went pink with pleasure. I'm not sure it's true, but that's ok, because it's nice to know that my grandma doesn't think of me in completely negative terms. And my other grandma lent me this CD by Vinenna Teng, and it's super good. I was singing along to the chorus of the first song even before I finished listening to it for the first time. The Bad: I've been paranoid again lately. I hate these moods. I also hate being stressed due to my evil history project and my english crap. A few people have commented on my mood too, which is always bad. And I'm worried about a bunch of people: friends that I think are cutting, the fact that no one's talked to one of my friend's since Friday even though I was supposed to see her Saturday (and I know her grandfather's been having problems...), the way another one of my friend's has been under a ton of stress lately, plus her bf basically just dumped her for a really stupid reason. And of course, I'm always worried about my friends, all of them (not that I have *that* many, but still). I just want everyone to get through the year without any more mental breakdowns, and I want B's brother to stop being a jackass, and I want two certain people to either date or get over it already. I seriously feel like I'm back in middle school, this is ridiculous to have this much crap going on between friends in high school. And of course there are the people I don't go to school with. I'm also on my period, which probably explains the mood (gah, I'm afraid of going to a woman's college, just imagine 2000 women all having PMS at the same time). |
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kiwi | friends, 03-13-04 6:00pm Am I stressing you out? Do you think i'm doing something? Sorry if i'm stressing you out, i don't try to. But the 2000 women with PMS is funny... but only if you aren't there and aren't PMSing... hmmm... i don't think i really pms... oh well, now i'm just talking to myself... |