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plainmornings (profile) wrote,
on 12-31-2002 at 12:20pm
8 hrs back from Vegas. Listened to Mayonaise on repeat over 100 times. Finally I feel empty. Some people are envious of me, they shouldn't be.

For the past hour I've sat here reading everybodys' entries since the 27th. I made a comment to Andy about how depressing it was reading bout everyone bitching and moaning but then i ask myself, what is this? thats what my life has been reduced to, endless bitching and moaning? yeah.the end.

Vegas: ate way too much. Saw "O" = excellent. gambled illegally :-O!.

I miss it all
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usandthem

12-31-02 11:22am

It's the end of vacation blues.

I had the same problem in New York, people thought I was so lucky to get to stay in NY with free reign in the city, pretty much endless cash, an unlimited MetroCard, and a pass into the Art Students League. Things were great, but it wound up being one of the most depressing months. So many great things happened, but I didn't see any of my friends for a month, I walked in to find my grandmother dead within the first week of the trip, and had to deal with planning the funeral, and then the wake left by the event. I think the worst part about the whole ordeal was losing hope in the people you thought were strong. Seeing a woman who can make decisions for a billion dollar ad firm be unable to get out of bed.... etc etc


lol---enormous rant, i'm sorry, but even if i'm relating this to the wrong type of sadness....it just struck a chord with me

i guess my point was that this always happens, but within 2 weeks you'll feel fine about it, and the memories will make you smile



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adiosesposito

nice to have you back, 12-31-02 11:26am

mayonaise= great song.



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STOPSTARINGATMYPENUSOKTHNXBYBY

Re: nice to have you back, 12-31-02 2:05pm

that Pete & Pete icon owns me...

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plainmornings

Re: nice to have you back, 12-31-02 5:22pm

pete & pete?? yeah.

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STOPSTARINGATMYPENUSOKTHNXBYBY

12-31-02 1:43pm

If it sounds like I bitch and moan on my journal its because I vent through it. If I didn't bitch there I'd actually be in a bad mood.

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ShadowCow

12-31-02 2:51pm

remind me to give you another mayonaise... I like it more than the one you're listening to...

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saxonthebeach

12-31-02 6:44pm

Don't worry about the bitching and moaning. My journal is all bitching and moaning too, but I realized that I only write when I need to bitch and moan (its a sad imitation of going to your house and walking to Starbucks). BTW, I miss you like crazy. Your calls from Cali/Vegas really made my day(s). Happy New Years and can't wait to have you back!

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plainmornings

Re:, 12-31-02 9:22pm

looks like i'm the luckiest girl in the world :0) Happy New Year to you tooooooo!

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