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| babysay (profile) wrote, on 3-9-2004 at 4:00pm | |
| Current mood: emotional Music: one call away |
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| just when everything seems so perfect... it all turns to shit ..my hearts falling + only he can catch it.. wow everything is getting to me tonight i'm just sitting here and everything is making me cry.. hopefully it is because of my period.. to start it all HE isn't talking to me and wtf we were fine then i don't even know then at dinner my dad started talking about his g/f with my gramma how they were at church or something and he wants me to meet her so bad and he said he was gunna make me.. i swear to god i will fucking spit in her face so that pissed me off and i wouldn't talk to him anymore and this was all after he said he would buy me my car when it was time ugh.. then in the car my great gramma (whose 93!) was fucking talking outta her ass she's going fucking crazy and it scares me so much her and my grampa are getting so old and it just makes me realize they're not gunna be here for much longer and of course there is always luke... i try to be just his friend and i cant do it i still love him so much god i don't know wut to fucking do anymore my grades SUCK and my mom thinks i'm depressed and wants to put me on fucken meds like i'm a fucken looney. i just don't even fucking know anymore --------------------------------------------------------- i am soo tired of all these people saying Sarah did this, and Sarah did that. well guess what ; Sarah doesnt give a shit what you think, so why dont you go and spread that?? she gets home from school too early &closes the door to her room. there's nothing inside her; she's weak & she's tired of feeling like this. so they rise in the morning & they sleep in the dark. but even though no one is looking... she's falling apart. they call her for dinner; she makes up a reason. she looks at her arms & she rolls down her sleves. but they're all starting to see through her lies & every night she has tears in her eyes just because i smile doesnt mean im happy ; a smile can hide everything. shes beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego. ((citations to- mandi wray + katie serhegy ; these quotes fit well, i hope you don't mind)) |
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elleeneaka14 | aww`babe!, 03-10-04 8:52pm doNt worry girlii! i knO` what you mean... im goin thru the same stuff!! =[ just be strOng. . . it'll get better. . . i luv ya! =]
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