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| sexycuban (profile) wrote, on 3-10-2004 at 7:36am | |
| Current mood: stressed Music: **Amon--f' this** Subject: **SAME OLD SHIT AS ALWAYS** |
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| hmm i feel so like blah i dont know what to feel anymore nor what to think...i have so much pain i just wanna sit in a corner alone and cry...but nothing will change so ill just keep trying to be happy....being happy is the only thing important in my life right now i have 4 main goals in life... 1.Find true love 2.Make a differnce in someones life 3.Make a differnce in the world 4.Be strong and dont rely on someone else to make me happy do it myself I want to make those goals before i die...so lets see what happens...hmm i need to go to docter cuz i have been having alot of nervis breakdowns but i dont want to tell my mom cuz shes going to worry i just hate people worring about me i just think its better to be alone and noone care..anywho saturday im suppose to go to ai with friends so yay hopefully it wont turn out to be a disaster just like everything else in my life..i hate being me i hate who i am i just wish there was some way to restart this year i would like change so many things i would like do better in school and stuff but there are some things that happened that are good and bad like ryan and micheal they both hurt me but like i learned from both of them so its good it makes me a stronger person..well im very weak right now but it has to do with other stuff im just like blabing on and on and i dont even know what im saying w.e pops out my head gose on here hehe well im not to smart so like there will be some dumb stuff on here..today lets see today sucked big fucking time...i hope tomorrow is better i hope i really hope tomorrow is better i cant another day like this but i can feel it 2marrow will be pretty much the same so lets just see what happends...well gotta go gotta take a shower yes yes crystal naked and water coming down her naked body yes yes lol im so stupid sometimes bye bye... -crystal (leave some damn comments ..... you too jen!!) |
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| Anonymous | 03-12-04 1:36pm I hope you get your goals in life. |
sexycuban | Re:, 03-12-04 6:30pm thanks...who are you ?...i would like to know |
| Anonymous | 03-12-04 7:34pm hey crystal . look when life puts you down you knwo what to do, just keep goinf. we all do that in life, we all get our down falls. but like im here for you. i am your friend and imma go threw things with you as best as possable. so you never have to worry. i am here in bad times and good. but bitch i make you happy. god you act like ther aint no one in the world that makes you hapy. i make you happy. dont i?? but im still here for you remember that, and tomorrow will be fun trust me.
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sexycuban | Re:, 03-12-04 7:52pm OF COURSE YOU MAKE ME HAPPY YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN FUCK FACE!!!!! hehe i love you too |
| Anonymous | 03-13-04 2:31am See there are things in your life you Should be happy for, and stop being so emo, so cheer up emo kid :P
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sexycuban | Re:, 03-13-04 8:31am Who is leaving the anonymous comments?? hmm i have an idea.. i like being emo so leave me alone. |