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| robbingnovember (profile) wrote, on 12-31-2002 at 11:11pm | |
| Current mood: hopeful/scared Music: Counting Crows Subject: Its been a long december and there's reason to believe maybe this year will be better then the last |
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| Its almost the new year. For some odd reason, I decided to do nothing to celebrate. Possibly because I have grown comfortable with the fact that I do not enjoy or thrive in social situations. Maybe i shouldn't get too comfortable. Either way i'm not getting a kiss when the clock strikes 12. Its 11:11 In an attempt to waste time let's review this year 1. Got a B second semester. Wow my life is full of CRAZY events 2. The whole Michael 'fiasco' if it even deserves to be named. Which it doesn't. How young and naive i was at fourteen. haha. i think i just made a joke. 3. LDC- Leadership Development Center.. little crush on Jeremiah... Met Will. Still deciding if thats a good thing. Wow many examples of how me being unsocial ruined a perfectly good life. 4. I got on Newspaper. I got candy too. 5. Saw Ken. The whole Ken episodes. It was a mini season.. we were all wrapped up in that. But he got too cool (don't know if it was before or after he got hit by a car.) 6. Lost Stephanie. and just now decided i miss her so much. 7. Met Amy. 8. Liked many guys who would never like me.. ok only a few. 9. My grandmother died. 10. I conquered AP world 11. All the crazy nerd stuff my posse and I did. practically streaking through Allisons neighborhood. All the video taps. etc etc. I love you guys ...and possibly many more new and exciting things!!! Sarah's the name.. highschool loserdom is my game. Well last night i started crying. thank you Aaron Carter, Trick Daddy, and Dream Street for making me feel better (or thanks to stephanie.. not that she has a link to this.) O yeah and i was crying today too. I can't seem to control my emotions.. maybe i just feel i am getting in over my head with exepectations. To add to all my new years jitters.. Stacey won't pick up her phone.. I guess she is flying away like the butterfly she is.. with all her 'friends'. Well i am with my friends too.. myself and lets not forgot my trusty sidekick spike. She called period Third eye blind amazes me. I just ran through my house without pants on and danced in my underwear for the last crazy stunt of the year. My mother and I are watching the ball drop together. how cute. It is officially 2003 Evil Angel 911: PENIS Evil Angel 911: for the record that is the first thing i said this year. It sounds like our house is being bombed or shot at with all the fire works.. DUCK. Well now is the perfect time to discuss my New Year's Resolutions 1. Eat healthy and exercise (the standard) I started two days ago..Not doing tooooo well. but now its 2003 2. Do things I've never done.. aka sit on the opposite side of the car. Let's see if I can spice things up a bit 3. To go along with that. Stop being the girl behind the Camera. To watch everyone live their lives, being the observer no one ever notices...This is what mad me cry yesterday.. i think too much. 4. To make an unhappy person happy (almost impossible but it would be nice) 5. to win back stephanie..(more impossible) 6. (Most importantly) To ALWAYS be myself. I learned last year, unfortunately through experiance, that one should never try to be someone else... or he/she will surely regret it. I have this weird hopeful feeling that this year will be better then the last. I will be 16. A lot of things are going to happen. I hope it will be my year :) Also i want to write songs with Sara.. maybe start a band. I think I'm going to have a lot of fun this year. |
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| Anonymous | hugh grant... he is a good subject. dana says he likes midgits. scoreeee., 01-01-03 2:56pm so happy new year to my sarah. i have a good feeling about this year. i don't know why but i think it will be a good one. let's make things spicy. wooo! |