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| sexycuban (profile) wrote, on 3-13-2004 at 6:54am | |
| Current mood: confused Music: **45** Subject: **Things** |
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| hmm i dont know what to feel anymore...my heart hurts my body is like limp im so confused about things i dont mean to make people worry and i dont want attention i want to be alone...and i dont want people to care about me...today was fun me donna and alex went to ai and mike was there it was like blah i didnt want him to worry about me i just wish that i could go away some how.. : / I dont know anymore im just like blah ...today my heart hurt so bad i dont know why like i thought i was finally moving on and then i saw him and my heart sank i miss him i miss being with him i hate not being with him but im going to have to learn to live with it and move on ...i hate being alone but i also love its weird im weird i dont know anymore im going crazy my hands are trimbleing uncontrolibly i unno why i just want someone to hold me i need someone...i have to find someone to make me want to live i need someone to help me out of this...im going crazy inside..i need some help from someone...im like so alone and feel so cold inside i have nothing anymore...im going to be happy again i want to be happy again i just have to find something or someone to make me happy oh wellz ill shut up bye bye all good night -crystal |
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| Anonymous | 03-13-04 10:12pm Poor Crytsal...*holds Her* |
sexycuban | Re:, 03-14-04 9:17am Thank you... |