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| Toki (profile) wrote, on 3-14-2004 at 9:23pm | |
| Current mood: stressed Subject: BLAH! |
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| So being sick sucks. I want it to stop. Blaaah. My mom might not let me go to school tomorrow. Which would be bad. Dudes, i don't wanna asm anymore. I don't think I can do it honestly. asms have to be organized and on task and always thinking ahead, I'm more of a tell me what to do and ill be creative and think of a way to do it type person. But I guess it's too late now. because..yeah, If I miss school tomorrow, then I'll miss one rehearsal. bad patrice. Then Wednesday, I have a job interview...which I don't want to go to, but I know I have to. and it's at 4:15, so I have to miss rehearsal then too. I'm such an idiot. Why'd I schedule it then? Cuz I'm an idiot. That's why. Ok then. So here is my plan...go to school tomorrow..for atleast long enough that I can go to rehearsal...so maybe come in late. I'll talk to my mom about that. Then I'll tell Kristen at rehearsal that I have to miss Wednesday and that I'm terribly sorry, but there's no way around it. Then I'll go be interviewed...tell them I can only work Saturdays and Sundays during the school year. Then go home or back to rehearsal if there's time. Gahhrrr, things should stop right now. Schools just grr...and I have this damn term paper and an hour to do it before my sister comes home and it needs to be practically complete...which makes no sense why I'm writing in here. Cuz I'm about to go crazy that's why. I still have to do laundry tonight and my head hurts and my throat hurts and I'm sore all over from all this coughing and I'm tired and I have a test tomorrow to make up that I have to do good on and to do so, I'll have to miss orchestra. But I have to do it. And I lost my ID, cuz I'm an idiot. I just wanna fall asleep and not wake up for 3 or 4 months. I don't wanna deal with any of this right now. Right now I just want to sleep in everyday and when I wake up, just veg out and watch tv and maybe at 4ish, call someone and go somewhere until curfewish...then go to bed...then repeat...so basically summer. But there's a whole semester. And I want it to be done with but at teh same time I don't I just want time to stop. Is that possible? it should be. I have a bassoon lesson tomorrow too. I don't want to go to that either. Can I just not go to school, but go to rehearsal? I know..I know...4 periods. Blah blah blah. I'll just go to school all day. It'll be crappy, but I'll live. I always do. Woo..that was more complaining then I've done in forever. Sorry, it felt good though. Yeah....bye... |
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hyperswimmingirl | 03-15-04 10:55am Just curious....job interview for where? |
Toki | Re:, 03-15-04 2:44pm Panera..in libertyville...theyre hiring..u should apply...::wink:: |