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| babysay (profile) wrote, on 3-15-2004 at 8:11pm | |
| Current mood: crying.. |
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| welp last ngiht me and whitney stayed up til like 4! lol we watched american wedding then drumline. but i didn't stay awake for the end of drumline.. we were supposed to get up at 8 and go fishen with my dad but we deff didn't get up in time.. oops! lol we finally got outta bed at 2! ahh then we just chilled and watched TV and took showers. then we made cappuccino ices lol they were yummy! lol whitneys leavin soon so i'll be back to this later.. i fucking hate guys! for real i need to just forget about them anyways. i'm too fucken young to be worrying about love- FUCK IT! so luke came over today with bubba. things were going good. he got here and we were all just hangin out outside by his truck. then they came inside and ate. then we all went in my room and were just sitting on my bed talking. and luke was just laying on the other side of the bed and me and bubba were sitten next to eachother and lukes all like aw you guys should hook up. WUT THE FUCK!! how is he gunna sit there and tell me to hook up with his bestfriend and it not bother him at all? thats so fucked up i love him so much and he honestly dosn't care about me. b4 he came over we were talken on the phone and he was like so if i come over can i get a kiss? so when he was here and was fixen to leave i went to kiss him and he turned his head so i could kiss his cheek and i was like wtf is that? and he said i can't and i was like why and he said cuz i'm not a single man. i was like oooo heellllll no! so i said bye to bubba and went inside and they left. then bubba called me and was like are you okay? and i was like no why the fuck does he do that shit to me. and he was like don't let him get to you thats just him. and then we were talking about chelsey and shit and i jsut started crying. i don't know wtf to do. well wait. i do know wut to fucken do. FORGET ABOUT HIM! but its just not that easy.. it's been since august since we broke up and i'm still not fucking over him.. oh my fucking god wtf's wrong with me you know wut.. i talked to bubba and katie about this some more and i can't let this get to me. i've been living fine for a long time without him so i will get through this i am just so jealous that that used to be me. and he's the only one i've ever been in love with and got love back, i miss that so much. but i really need to wake up and get a reality check. boys=nothing! they do not make or brake you.. they are wut you make them so if you don't stress and stay focused ; you'll be all right.. i just gotta try n keep that in mind |
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maddy | 03-16-04 3:05am i love you say!
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babysay | Re:, 03-16-04 11:21am thank you mad.. i love you so much! |
xoc0untrygirl | 03-16-04 5:35pm Fuck-a-Luke when u got Gibby haha sound familiar??i luff u..don't stress it..but i know how u feel babe..TRUST ME i do =] luff u
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babysay | Re:, 03-16-04 8:52pm ayy thanks! <3 ya girl.. |