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| spud (profile) wrote, on 3-16-2004 at 10:43pm | |
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| well. yeah. this sucks, in a rather not nice way. homework. girl troubles. i thought i was past this. who the hell was i trying to kid? i don't think i've ever really gotten past anything. maybe just ignored it for awhile. but i always eventually succumb to my fears, and doubts, and natural tendencies. it's stupid, but i still do it. i liken my life to this bracelet that's on my wrist. i got this bracelet in florida, on valentines day, at the pirates of the carribbean ride. it's one of those hemp ones, with seven beads, and when it falls off, you get some sort of wish, or whatever. well, i really liked it when i first got it. it was new and exciting. plus, it looked cool, and it felt good to wear. after a week or so, the beads got jumbled up, they weren't all nice and straight like before, but they were still pretty. then, after about 2 weeks, the beads started falling off. the hemp started unraveling. the bracelet started loosening up, and becoming less comfortable, and less attractive. it's been over a month now, and the thing is raggedy as shit, but i have one little strand of hemp left, and two beads. it's ugly as sin, but it will stay this way the longest. eventually, reluctantly, it will let go, and i'll be free of anything. no attractive. no ugly. just emptiness. until i get a new one. and it just cycles like that over and over and over again. well, i want a NEW ONE, dammit! |
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everyfallingday | 03-16-04 11:08pm Jess B gave me a bracelet once. I liked that one.. Too bad it broke. |
sugarjackj | 03-17-04 6:28pm sorry about all the trouble :/
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spud | Re:, 03-17-04 9:08pm yeah, i've been wanting to make myself a cool bracelet.
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