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babaloo181 (profile) wrote,
on 3-17-2004 at 2:03pm
Current mood: blah
Music: nothing...listening to my grandma bitch at me
Subject: .....day went alrite i guess
well....it started off alrite....but then...i had to turn in my group stuff to the ppls in my group for euro history...and turns out i left it all at home so i had to write it all up throughout the day....took me forever but i got it done. ...today in the afternoon...we had our "lunch"...and after like 5 min of bein at lunch..this girl came up to colin and was like "oh erica needs to talk to u"......btw erica is his ex girlfriend. so i was just like w/e...it kind of made me uncomfortable but i was like big deal thaimi get over it....so ya 2 min later he leaves me and goes and talks to her....and they like go into this lil corner and start talkin and rite there....i just started feeling like crap. i would look over and they were like talking...and it was killing me. so i just went got some water and put my head down on the table. apparently throughout the convo they pointed at me.....*that's what shilpa told me* and then..at the end she leaned in and kissed him on the cheek. that just pissed me the fuck off. u know? it's like u h ad ur chance wit him and shit didn't work out ... dont try to steal him from me now. it's just fucked up. so ya w/e he was there talkin to her for like 15 min..half our freakin lunch...so he finally comes over to me....and just like sits down and puts his arm around me like if nothing. i mean im not saying he did anything...cuz i dont think he's like that...but it just....agh...it just made me feel like he would rather be wit her....he was like...what's wrong? and i was like nothing...but ya im like at the point of tears rite now.....and it's the stupidest shit in the world. funny thing is....he's freaking clueless.....he has no idea that im even .... upset. and to top it all off....as soon as i get home my grandma starts bitching at me for something i did that morning..and starts telling me how fucking worthless i am and how my little sister is so much better than me..and im just like god im not in the fucking mood for u so shut the fuck up. agh...bye

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crazystingaree06

03-17-04 9:33pm

don't worry thaimi..and ur not worthless...and if it makes u feel better i didn't even know ur sister spoke...but i knew u spoke..and if ur sister wants to keep up w/ u..or like be better than u...she has A LOT of work cut out for her...so don't worry...

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babaloo181

Re:, 03-17-04 9:39pm

hahahha i can't believe u didnt know she spoke...haha

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