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Twitchy (profile) wrote,
on 3-17-2004 at 6:21pm
Current mood: better
Music: Dancin' Days
Subject: Paul
I miss you
I don't care what anyone thinks
You had the right to feel the way you did
and you could be touchy and clingy, but you loved and you loved the people around, it's just how you worked
I didn;t know you to well
and I drew away and sometimes I blame myself for that and for you going
I think everyone balmes themselves a little
But I miss you
You were the only one who cared, or joked around, or really treated me like I needed to be treated
And I don't think I was able to help you the few times when you came, but I wish I could have
You were good, you helped me and I couldn't help you
I was callous and I drew away
I was scared of someone taking interest even if it was just
"We gotta get you a girl, Twitch" or "Be funny if a goth got up with a 12 guage and blew him away" or just the "why, why does it happen"
I miss you and I try to be more open now
I really do
thanks for the help, and when I think of what you have dine for me, even if you don't think you did anything, it is the closest I have been to crying as far back as I can remember
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independenttruckergrl

04-10-04 2:37am

Aw. thats so sweet!

Sorry if I sound all girlish and stuff.

But thats sweet what you said about Paul.

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Twitchy

Re:, 04-10-04 3:00am

it's what I honestly think, and I don;t care if it provokes estrogen, if a chick flick guy I be, a chick flick guy I am

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