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| babigurll315 (profile) wrote, on 3-17-2004 at 10:18pm | |
| Subject: reconciliation |
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| seems to me ill be switching to lj soon. i got a raise this weekend i talked things out with katie. she asked me if there was an "old" her and i took advantage of the opportunity to say what ive been wanting to say for quite some time now. i cant explain how much anger and disappointment i was feeling. she had me tears and she couldnt even grasp why. after all the confusion and arguing we settled things and exchanged apologies. maybe things will be different now. maybe not todays is my dad's birthday. i got in a huuuge fight with my mom today. it really has been a long time since its happened. i dont understand her ways. its more of the psycological part of her that makes me most upset. i feel like everything has right intentions but for the betterment of self. that someones watching her and judging her every parenting move and are ready to crack at her the second she becomes lenient. that she wants me to mess up not really for the enjoyment of punishing me but to make herself feel better knwoing that "she taught me a lesson" one way or another. so therefore, she will avoid helping me out in any way on my pathway to failure. im getting my liscense on monday and spring break is just over 2 days away. |
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breathintodreams | HOAP!, 03-18-04 1:13am HOAP! SOAP! ROPE! POPE! SCOPE! DOPE! NOPE! GROPE!TOPE! MOPE!
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babigurll315 | Re: HOAP!, 03-20-04 1:23am will, you're the best
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