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brokenmentality (profile) wrote,
on 3-18-2004 at 12:14pm
why do i let it get to me.... i know what i am, so why should i let people make me feel like i'm less. maybe it'll all work out one day.. i dont think it will though.

so i got this email.... and it was kind of a suprise, but it was nice. its nice to feel wanted again. or maybe not wanted, but attracted to.... havent had that in awhile.

i've decided that im gonna stop swearing... REALLY try and stop. why do i swear anyway... most likely i'll fail miserably... but theres not harm in giving it a shot.

i really hate how some people talk to you only until somebody else comes along, or ignores you mid sentence. i also love how my opinions dont matter and my problems are comparable to hers. i wish i knew what went through her head on a day to day basis.
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.j.e.s.s.

03-18-04 5:28pm

AHH i totally know what you mean about when people talk to you just until someone else comes along or ignores you in mid sentance. i have a very fine (and pathetic) example of when that happened to me. I wanted to like ... kill this person. Grrr.

sorry today if you thought i was blowing you off or something when the bell rang after 6th hour, i just had to hurry so i could ride the bus.

<3 !!!

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brokenmentality

Re:, 03-19-04 12:10pm

oh no no no... i didnt think you were at all! i was just frustrated cuz i went down there for him to help me and instead he ignored me the whole hour! lol... plus we talked quite a bit.. so no i didnt think that at all!

i know.. i hate when people are like that... oh well... we're superior then that.. or something. does it counter act what i said if i cant even spell it? lol. oh well.

we should do something soon, because i dont know.. we just should! lol

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brandi52_lp

03-18-04 5:46pm

you won't fail miserably:)

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wierdo

Re:, 03-18-04 9:11pm

I agree with brandi. You won't fail. If you just don't think about swearing......you will stop swearing and you wont even realize it for a while.

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