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| thedarkerside (profile) wrote, on 3-18-2004 at 6:42pm | |
| There are many things in life that scare me, I'm afraid to be afraid. What if I'm not as smart as I thought I was? How to things such as objects, people, or places have such a strong effect on my mind and emotions? I know I will die never understanding life in it self or even in a nuttshell and I think no one ever will. But why do I put myself in that position to be the one to figure out life? It will always be an on going mission to me. I think I know what I want out of life and what I want to do. I want to become a writer. I want people to get excited everytime they hear a new book by "Amy" is coming out soon. I want people to read my words...every single word that was once a thought in my head and to make my words and my thoughts become apart of them, become a part of the reader. I want to feel like I can live my life loving what I do. I'm tired of writing entries complaining about things. I think I've made it pretty clear my living situations are hell and that all these things in my head are hell. I want this woohu to be different, different from all the rest. I dont want it to be about my day. I dont want it to be about how i feel. I want it to be about the things I think about that have no relation to anything else in my life. And that I shall do. Starting really soon, like possibly tomorrow. Until then. |
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kaety | 03-18-04 10:31pm Very well put Amz!!
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