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| TaoMan1121 (profile) wrote, on 3-22-2004 at 2:18pm | |
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| Here's another one to blow your mind: Towards the end, and in the aftermath, I spent a lot of time demanding answers, attempting to elicit concrete point of views and absolute feelings. What I see now is that I never had such complete thoughts and feelings myself, so how was it fair to ask for something that I myself did not possess? I simply tried to fill the empty silences with words to make it all go away for a little bit. Sorry about that. As for Saturday's late night entry, to Ricci, Alicia, and Fras: Krystal told me you guys were confused after reading my entry and wondered why I just didn't come to you guys, since you were with me. I appreciate the concern, and as you know, I have no problem looking and finding support when I need it, but there's not that much that you guys could have done for me Saturday night. I had just had a really long day and was sick of thinking. I wouldn't even have called myself depressed, I just wanted to go to bed even though I wasn't tired. Some things I still have to deal with by myself, y'know? Anyway, thanks again for your concern, and I did have a really fun time on Saturday, so thanks for that, and extra special thanks to Jason for a delicious meal, although I will never look at day old pasta the same way again. |
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| Anonymous | 03-22-04 7:03pm Ah, I love ya.
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