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| something101 (profile) wrote, on 3-22-2004 at 8:05pm | |
| Current mood: confused Music: Breaking the Habit -Linkin Park Subject: Something weird is going on here... |
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| Breaking The Habit Memories concern Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You all assume I'm safer in my room Unless I try to start again [chorus] I don't want to be the one Who battles always choose Cuz inside I realize That I'm the one confused I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright So I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit tonight Cultured my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I have no options left again [chorus] I dont want to be the one Who battles always choose Cuz inside I realize That I'm the one confused I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit tonight I'll paint it on the walls Cuz I'm the one that falls I'll never fight again And this is how it ends [chorus] I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit I’m breaking the habit tonight -Linkin Park Since my parents found out, everything is falling apart. More so than ever before. I did something stupid and agreed to tell on my friends if they didnt tell their parents. I hate my parents. Everyone should be mad at me right now... trace back all the bad things going on around here and you wind up with me. Here we were thinking everything was Benji's fault for calling my parents. But he wouldnt have called them if I hadnt been...jelly... I love all my friends more than I could say, so I don't want you guys to be mad at me. But if you think about, most of this shit is my fault. Coded sentence: Butter was right to tell about Jelly, maybe even Peanutbutter. Fluff shouldnt be mad at Butter, and Butter shouldnt say Fluff is moldy, becuase she's not. Fluff is scary when shes Jam, but even scarier when shes Jelly. Bread sounds like a good thing, but it really isnt. I wish I could Jelly. And I cant stop Peanutbutter. So its all my fault. Omfg... It's getting worse. Today at lunch I basically broke down. I hate it when people see me cry. I really do. Today, i just couldnt control myself... Dude... this is getting freaky... I dont know what triggered it, but I've done it three times today... I cant stop... As much as i hate to admit it, maybe I do need help. Maybe we all do. |
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| Anonymous | 03-23-04 6:56pm Life goes on. |
| Anonymous | this..thing, 04-19-04 11:32pm i dont need help. |