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| mle (profile) wrote, on 1-4-2003 at 12:27pm | |
| Current mood: dead. depressed. overwhelmed. Music: crazytown - drowning Subject: mle gets pissed. mle dyes hair. mle takes drugs. mle gets on guys. mle cries. |
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my hair is now close to black. last time i dyed it randomly, it was close to burgundy/red. i was pissed at my parents. this time im pissed at the world. so am i still waiting for this world to stop hating cant find a good reason cant find hope to believe in (sum41 - still waiting) idk what to tell you. i had nothing to do last night, so i just went over lucass's and watched the shining. weird-ass movie. and we cheated on his gf again. thats just fuckin weird if you ask me... she doesnt care what/who he does, as long as she doesnt hear about it. oh well i dont know. i gave up my missions because i dont wanna turn into a horny druggie lil slut. but i still search out guys to get on. and drugs to take. last night, i would have paid $50 for just a pint.. or a bowl. and that kinda scared me. my parents found my diet drugs. since my bro is a pharmicist, theyre makin him look shit up on it. but they havent told me. im pissed. they dont know how to mind their own business. they havent told me they know, but i know they know. shit, i just use them for the ephedra in em. its virtually legalized speed. and a hell of a lot cheaper too. so i got rid of my 2 empty 1/5 bottles. they dont need to find those too. i know its coming.. theyre gonna send me to some kinda psycho rehab center bc i have issues and they thing i have a dependency problem on drugs/alcohol. well fuck them. im fine. mle |
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drunkslut | 01-06-03 2:28pm just my opinion
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