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mle (profile) wrote,
on 4-17-2002 at 10:19pm
Current mood: depressed : fed up, dissatisfied, bored w/ everyth
Music: silverchair - emotion sickness
Subject: nearing the bottom

so the day gets worse as it goes on. again.
as always.
life is so redundant, so routine.
i hate it.
i need a change.
high school sucks. not going into it though.
being fat sucks. but youve heard plenty about that topic.

AHH im just SO SICK of this cycle of going over and over and over in my mind and in my life. when will this stop? i need a change of pace, to break the mold. or something, at least. cuz this is driving me insane. i need to get out.

would you beleive me if i said
i was tired of this...
i never thought id end up here
never thought id be where i am
i guess i kinda thought that
itd be easier than this i guess
well i was wrong one more time
(lifehouse - sick cycle carousel)

life is a sick cycle. and i want out.

mle
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spud

04-18-02 3:42pm

you can make it whatever you want it to. you just have to look for it. the essence of pessimism and optimism. the half glass theory. with teens, i've noticed that the glass fluctuates, without ever changing.

i'd say doing me would be out of the ordinary, but that's just messed up. and besides, i still don't know if you're ugly or not, yet.

it's hard to type sarcastically (which that last comment was). i just thought it was funny in a twisted sort of way. i'm like that. after all, i have a wang. case in point.

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