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| Beagle147 (profile) wrote, on 3-23-2004 at 3:44pm | |
| Current mood: apathetic Music: "I'm Still Here" -John Rzeznik |
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| Fine. I'll update. Pissed off about a lot of things still. Not as much as I was at one point, but I don't think right now that things can ever go back to how they were. And for those of you reading this (all maybe 4 of you) and thinking you know who I am talking about, you are not 100% right. I don't know, maybe I am the bad guy here, maybe I am the one that's wrong, that's certainly how it seems now. Atleast that's what they tell me. Excited to go to seaworld on Thursday. I really love all the orcas and stuff, dunno what it is about dolphins and whatnot, just...intriguing I suppose. Con-gay was really really good. I had so much fun. This was the best Congres so far; the Québec government gave SO much money to CCFF for us to do a Québec theme. It was crazy. I got a plaque for getting first place in the games category of projet. A bunch of people did really well on stuff. I have not decided what I am going to do about french club next year...don't worry if you don't know what I'm talking about. There was this really hot guy from the Québec government...Frédéric Bolduc. He gave me his camera before banquet to take pictures of people and stuff around the banquet and Mrs. Youngman dubbed me his "official photographer." I dunno about that, but I had a blast going around taking pictures of random people. After banquet me and Amy kinda stalked him a little in the hotel. Didn't really go to the dance this year, which was good, because I dont like dancing, it's just this year we had a big enough group for some to go to the dance and some to not go. There was this kid there, Lee, I just went up to him one time in the food place and was like you know, I'm going to call you Luis. Never really gave an explanation, nor did I need to, and I have not called him Lee since. Anghela had a good time with Damien...no comment. She also learned what a Nympho and a Klepto are. Good job, Angie. I was very proud of Jane for the amount of work she got done at Congres...very little. And we actually did manage to get her to watch an episode of Blind Date, and I'm pretty sure she survived. On the bus ride home I spent a good hour taking only pictures of Jane expressing different emotions for my "Many Faces of Jane" scrapbook that I will make, I promise. It's really funny. Small incident on the bus ride home...we found a porn magazine...so did Mrs. Youngman. It was interesting. Angie at one point opened it to an article entitled "How we started swinging" and then Mrs. Youngman threw it away and gave us a whole lecture on maturity. Well, not a whole lecture, but a 5 minute one. She knew it was funny. Umm...not too many more stories come to mind. Perhaps I should have updated earlier, but I came back to a bit of a, um, surprise. Yesterday me and Leah and Krystle went to the Wellington Mall to go shopping for prom dresses and stuff. Not that I am going to prom, I was mainly there to balance out Leah and tell Krystle not to buy puffy pink dresses. I did buy a really cool purse. It's corduroy. I like fuzzy things. And we met this really cute guy at Starbucks. He was cute and funny and 19...hmmm... Oh, it was so funny, as I was leaving after I ordered my coffee, he goes "thanks a latte!" I just turned around and went what the hell was that, thanks a latte...and he laughed. Ohoh, he's an "aspiring musician," which explains why he works at starbucks, but we promised to spread the word on his music, so everyone go to www.wordsnowheard.com. You'll like it, I promise. It's all acoustic, and he's pretty good. I don't have a whole lot else to say. I guess I'll write up again when I get back from Orlando. There's just not enough going on right now that I want to write about here for me to keep updating like I have. My melodramas have moved beyond band shit. Hence the once a week maybe updating. Sorry about that. If you really want to know, IM me, and I may tell you, but all the people who will read this talk to me on IM anyway, and know much of what is going on. So really, if you think about it, this journal is pointless and redundant. I am a question to the world Not an answer to be heard Or a moment that's held in your arms And what do you think you'd ever say I won't listen anyway You don't know me And I'll never be what you want Me to be And what Do you think you'd understand I'm boy, no, I'm a man You can't take me And throw me away And how Can you learn what's never shown Yeah, you stand here on your own They don't know me 'Cause I'm not here And I want a moment to be real Want to touch things I don't feel Wanna hold on and feel I belong And how can the world want me to change They're the ones that stay the same They don't know me 'Cause I'm not here And you see the things they never see All you wanted - I could be Now you know me And I'm not afraid And I want to tell you who I am Can you help me be a man They can't break me As long as I know who I am And I want a moment to be real Want to touch things I don't feel Wanna hold on and feel I belong And how can the world want me to change They're the ones that stay the same They can't see me But I'm still here They can't tell me who to be 'Cause I'm not what they see Yeah, the world is still sleepin' while I keep on dreaming for me And their words are just whispers and lies that I'll never believe And I want a moment to be real Want to touch things I don't feel Wanna hold on and feel I belong And how can you say I'll never change They're the ones that stay the same I'm the one now 'Cause I'm still here |
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DragonSpeaker | 03-23-04 7:17pm Whoawhoawhoa!
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Beagle147 | Re:, 03-23-04 11:00pm Yeah, I couldn't find a Dave song to exactly fit my mood. I was between this and Limp Bizkit's "Break Stuff" |
DragonSpeaker | 03-23-04 7:32pm Well, it's not a bad thing since it's from Treasure Planet. In fact, that movie is great and I just watched it. Rock. |