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alastar (profile) wrote,
on 3-24-2004 at 8:50pm
Current mood: accomplished
Music: Linkin Park
Subject: Reality: Recreated



It’s so hard to see,
out of this deformity
that you all call reality

And what’s meant to be,
isn’t what’s inside of me
its just part of my memory

You tore me apart, left me stranded and then,
I found your heart, but was abandoned again
And lost like you, who I once dreamt of
Is everything that I rose above
And everything for you, that I left behind
Wasn’t lost, I just had to look to find

And it’s so hard to be,
what you want to see
while pain lives inside of me

And what you always meant to me,
wasn’t what you tried to be
just mirror reflected imagery

So start backing me up, don’t push me down
I won’t quit while you’re still around
And all the things you had me believing,
Were only lies as I was blinded by your deceiving
But now I find I can see all our problems ahead
So I can shock them, and block them instead

And somehow I can see,
all the lies inside of me,
are everything you were meant to be

So now I can finally be,
what I’ve always needed in me,
a soul full of everything

So stop backing me up, I can do it myself
I can handle this without your help
This would work, if you could hear me
But nothing seems to be coming in clearly
So I’ll just have to push you out of my life
I need time to myself while I’m still alive
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Jacqui-Chan

Awesome., 03-29-04 8:47pm

That's great ronnie. Did you write it?

-J-

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alastar

Re: Awesome., 04-04-04 8:20pm

yes, i did. I know this is a little late, but eh...whos countin days here anyway?


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