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werealljaded (profile) wrote,
on 3-25-2004 at 1:02am
Music: none:(..but i am craving the used....
so i decided tonight that the thing i hate most about being a girl...is how i tend to over analyze EVERYTHING. i can deal with the blood and the birth...but the mental pain i put myself through EVERY flippin day sucks big whale penis.
for example....one little thing will happen and about a thousand things will run through my mind in about a split second. tonights is how my phone is sitting on my computer desk and NOT RINGING<>. by him not calling, it gets me to thinking about why he's not calling. then it gets me to thinking why do i dare that hes not calling. then i start thinking about how i shouldn't care and try to think up of ways not to care anymore.
i really am wondering why i do.... it seems crazy to me. what's so special about him? i'm just not USED to caring. usually i am the one not giving a fuck and letting THEM bugg over me.BINGO....maybe that's it. it was cute at first. but my mind is sore from all the guessing.

oo yeah..i have a new addition to my life. he's cute and fits in the palm of my hand. and his name is bacon. <>
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painttheskywithstars

bah.. i hate over analyzing too. cuz once youve cooled down you ALWAYS think.. fuck.. i totally just blew shit out of proportion. meh., 03-25-04 1:58am

aww baconnn :) fuck boys, cuddle with bacon :) steph, you can't let every guy that walks into your life leave a huge mess. Tell yourself you don't care, make sure he knows you don't care, focus on more important things in your life. This one boy shouldnt have the POWER to make your emotions so up and down all the time. So he doesnt call.. fuck him, you could get another guy in like 5 seconds. Dont give this one absent minded boyyy that much power man. BE STRONG !! :) Love ya stephhh.

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