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| lilkristen (profile) wrote, on 3-25-2004 at 4:26pm | |
| Current mood: depressed Music: miles apart... yellowcard |
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| yellowcard is a great band... a big fat grrrr to kelli cuz yellowcard's comin to her town... i hate these people but angie martinez nd jay-z were down my block yesterday... cool? i dunno i guess...i didnt think so but other people did... cuz the world is filled with posers... i had a really bad day yesterday... things from 9/11 kept popping up everywhere... i almost started crying in one of my classes yesterday cuz we had a really long discussion about it nd i almost cried cuz it had such a big effect on me... no one but people in ny and in pa know what that day was like...like, last year i told ash it was hard for me nd she told me they had an assembly and stuff but she really didnt seem like she understood what it was like... nd i mean, its not really her fault... i just hit us so damn hard... i hate that day soo much... and not even the talk in class came up about that... i was on the website for stsaviour nd a memorial page came up nd i saw rob's name there cuz his cousins used to go there... and i started to cry... i miss him... and i think about how hard it must be for sheila... and for emma nd katie to grow up without a dad... i wish my mom had let me go to his funeral... but i was only 11 she thought unless the funeral was for a close relative i shouldnt be going to funerals yet... that day makes me feel so empty... it was such a bad day for everyone in the city... that day, mrs batista was tellin us that this girl melissa was in our class and i just thought omg... both of her parents worked in the towers.... they're ok... but i cant imagine what it was like for her, not knowing if her parents were alive or not! i was almost in tears cuz my dad works only a few blocks away from the site... i didnt know how far the damage had spread.. i mean, my dad saw the planes hit really close... id go crazy if i kept seeing the images flash through my mind.... i didnt really understand it on that day... i didnt cry that day... and then the next year i was hysterical... and now i cant even make it until the 3rd anniversary without crying about it... i changed so much since then... it has so much more of an impact on me now than it did when it happened... i hate thinking about it... i had no one to talk to last night... i didnt like it... i told brenna nd she didnt say anything nd i told ash nd she signed off so yeah.... everyone else was @ the basketball game i couldnt go to cuz i had to finish my science project that was due today... i gotta go... GOD BLESS AMERICA |
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dabestyougot69 | 04-05-04 4:05pm kelli rules |
| lilkristen | Re:, 04-12-04 6:28pm lol ur so cute |