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| Rob (profile) wrote, on 1-5-2003 at 12:46am | |
| Current mood: cynical Music: none, its silent Subject: I dont have some witty subject to say |
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| When you fight with someone thats when you get the other person's most honest opionion of you In a mixture of my friends,mom,dad,and mary I got some honest opionions Its not just them, but they are helping me relize who I am and I am not liking who I am. I know its not others opionions that count and most of the time when someone said something mean about me they did have to have felt and/or believe it and there right. Most of the time I would be like "fuck that I am not like that" but now I see why... I strive for attention,any kind I can find I over dramatize things just so people will pay a little attention to me. I am overly dramatic, I make a bigger deal of things then they have to be I am overally insecure I just wont be happy I only see the negative side of things I am not positive or upbeat I am not psyically or emotionally strong I cant handle anything I am overally sensitive I am jealous all the time This entry is a good example of all these qualities!Thats my proff Sometimes I find even when nothing isnt wrong in my life. I find myself quiet and depressed for no reason When Life is good arent you supposed to feel happiness? Maybe its a lack of fun in my life or maybe its something else.... I dont want comments saying I am not these things cause I am. I know I am so does everyone else.Hell I dont care if you wanna leave a comment saying I am cause I honestly wouldnt take offense All this Time I thought my mom was the problem when we fought,but what if this whole Time its been me omg,omg,omg,omg I guess I also am a sweet person but somehow I dont believe it.Isnt that weird I dont believe myself that should be the one person I do trust I mean people do like me,so there must be something right with me!!!!!!!I know that there is good I just need to find it |
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dream | 01-05-03 11:56am ok, for like the first time i don't have any comforting words. i guess i would if i wasn't in the same situation as you. but i can tell u this: u ARE kind and a good listener, you're always there for ppl when they need you. don't ever lose that. i love you, we all do!! |
Tbaby92588 | I'll bribe you with chili doggs if it's the last thing I do., 01-05-03 12:08pm I am soooo calling you! This entry is crap because you ROCK SOCKS! Most of the things you listed are the same thing in different words. Therefore; and have half the things wrong with you that you really think. And even half of those aren't realistic. Something that is true about you; you're too hard on yourself.
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