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| court04 (profile) wrote, on 3-25-2004 at 11:23pm | |
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| school was ok today..a lot of people were out on a field trip. had to waitress today from 445-9. it went by really fast. it wasnt that busy. i dislike one of my managers...she's so mean and is never in a good mood. i hate working when she is working. everyone else is really nice. why cant she?? going out to utah in june has finally hit me...im beginning to think about how im never going to see anyone in my class again, except maybe for the reunion or if i happen to come home and they are home at the same time. and it makes me sad to think about because this year has been the best and i just cant believe that im a senior and next year i wont be walking through the halls of honoeye. instead i'll be walking through the halls of uvsc with 25,000 other kids. im scared... this week and last ive had to work everyday which means i havnt been able to see my family that much. i go to school then work then bed. i say a couple words to my parents and thats usually about it. i used to do stuff with my mom and now i dont have the time. i dont like it and this is how college is going to be, maybe talking to them a couple times a week on the phone. i dont know if im ready yet to go and live across the country with out seeing my family. im going to miss them so much. they mean more then the world to me. i dont know...i mean i know i have to go out to utah, its this feeling i have telling me to go. i know ive always talked about it, but i looked at other colleges in different states and everything kept pointing to utah. its like something is telling me what to do...and utah is it. i hate this feeling...i dont want anything to change right now. why cant time stop. |
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| Anonymous | 03-27-04 8:39pm awww!! court that was sad, made me think about it all and i dont wanna.. it sux, like i wanna get outa honeoye cuz all the drama and stuff, but seriously yer goin so far away and i'll barely get to see you ya kno? its goin to b sad not seeing the same people everyday!! or having the same drama everyday! and i kno wat yer talkin about wit yer family.. i go to school come home before work (parents arent home yet) then go to work come home and go to bed!! and pretty much saY 'work was good, goin to bed night' ..it sux!! even tho im only goin like 2 hours away im still scared!! |
Anonymous | 03-27-04 8:40pm oh yeah its jess btw :) hehe! |