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| coreybicknerd (profile) wrote, on 3-28-2004 at 11:02pm | |
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| i'm thinkin' maybe i'll do the virginia thing...i think i'm starting to need some time away from here... shit is confusing me and i just don't know right now. I reallly am confused and my head hurts... i'm very much ashamed of my self and unhappy with my being of a person. I am weak. I feel like nothing. Second rung. Mid priority at most. I am weak. I am weak. I know that. I can't overcome myself and it's fucked up. I think i need to just fill every second of every day up with things that don't let me really think.I remember back when i had people to talk to. Like people would do anything to stay up and talk with me. Now i have nobody to talk to. Nobody listens when i need to talk.Nobody talks when i need to listen.Nobody is there when i need them the most. Nobody. I just don't feel like this is all for the best sometimes... Maybe i'd be better off starting a new life somewhere. Rene i'm sorry you read all this shit...you're amazing...serious...i'm sorry you put up with me...you deserve someone who deserves you...i'm sorry i've got you to love me...you have no idea what you mean to me...maybe that's it...i love you. Just know that. I love you. |
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| Anonymous | 03-29-04 9:35pm I love you too... *Muah* |