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goobs827 (profile) wrote,
on 3-31-2004 at 9:56am
Current mood: drained
ok only have time for a much needed update at school because i am grounded...

...and not for something stupid

i made such a horrible mistake and i hurt so many people in the process--i seriously wanted to kill myself i was in so much agony from it...but it was for the better i suppose--like mrs. jacobson said "you gotta turn a mistake into a present." its def. another turning point in my life.

so that has made me ultra-glum lately...but there's also a few other things...
like the quince--ughhhh fuckkkk...i HATE this town--i hate obnoxious parents who are so hard on their kids and where nothings ever good enough and theyre just sooo jealous of everybody and always know how to find the negative of any situation.

is it a bad thing when you dont think some of your friends are good people? i wish i had an answer to this. it seems so wrong to think but i cant help but wonder...i just wish my friends were more personal--and they talked about things like how all the woohuers talk about things on their woohus--i wish i saw a deeper side to them.

ugh...i cant believe how emotional ive been...im not even pmsing...ive even been writing poetry---i DONT write poetry--but ive found it to be so liberating--but dont expect any of it to make it to my woohu--at least not for a while.

and i just cant wait for miami--my GOD i can't wait...and i seriously dont care if my friends try to make me jealous by telling me all the fun and cool stuff they did in edgemont...i really cant wait to see how hard theyre gonna try to make me jealous--and im just gonna laugh.

well thats all folks, time to learn some apostrophes...and remember to always stay true to who you are--violating that will turn out to be the biggest mistake u can make.

much love~gabs
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crazyhils44

03-31-04 8:25pm

i know i say this a ot but i really understand how ur feeling in a way---and if u need to talk, let me kno...

--HiLs*

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awwbaby

04-01-04 7:14pm

ok...i dont know how they'll make you jealous! hun, you're gunna be making tHeM jealous!! i hope you have an AwEsOmE time in Miami---get a good tan for me lol! and if you ever need to talk, don't hesitate--i'm here!!

xOxO
laur

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goobs827

04-02-04 10:29pm

thanks girls .. love you!

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