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| mizu87 (profile) wrote, on 3-31-2004 at 9:10pm | |
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| Well, surprize surprize (I always spell surprise wrong) I went to church today. Found out that Brooks mom died... ... that Indian guy from the Haunted Walk... he was kinda gothic... 20... let me borrow his CD's... the tent.. by ourselfs.. he touched my lips... yea... he's a hott mamamofa..... and .. his mom had cancer.... ... my mom had skin cancer... I'll most likely have it when I get older... ya'know in the geans N all... The funeral is far away so we are having a paryer thing tomorrow at 7... well the church is having it... I have a night practice tomorrow at 7.... .. ... oh well I know I'm assident director but I'm gonna be there for Brook.... I never thought the next time I saw him it would be for such a reason... what the hell does that tell you about this human life? Don't get attached right? Aaron has been giving me a bunch of attention.. getting close to the desk... leaning on it... I would.. umm... put my arm to were it would touch his... ya cheap flirting but hey.... I'm getting flirted with by this guy named Drew... heh.... ha ha well lets not get me started on HIM. Now to get to better things.... Jonathin for example.... GODDAMN THAT GUY! .... Whoa... .. ... yesterday.. I worked with him ... Katie... left at around 8:40-9:00... and me and Jon was by ourselves... I was almost done but... took extra time to looks things over twice ^^' was goin slow xD I could tell Jon was too... .. eariler that day when I was doing my dishes and he was behind me ... talkin and fixing food at the same time... ... his foot brushed up against mine.. and I moved it out of reflex... and ... shit I moved it back! Ha, yes bearly, guess that's called footsy then huh? But... I felt his foot hit against mine too. I had on these old jeans of mine.. they .. are of thin material and... since they are old they are tight ^^' and well... my underwear... xD it kinda showed so I put on these thin pair... but .. It still kinda showed so I wore a long shirt... but Jon still noticed XD I'll tell'ya bout that later. Anyway, we sat down around 9:05 at the little back booth and just talked... talked about a shit load of stuff... about his past.. his family... religion (he said that he wants to know what I think... well... it's more then that... ask if you want to know... INTERACT!) .. drugs... he gave me in detail how he felt when he got high off weed... how he uses the drug and doesn't let it use him.... and.. it was intresting.... talked about alot of stuff.... we talked till 10:00... I called my dad at like 9:51... .. since it was getting late. He wants to keep this 'relationship' of ours on the 'low'.. since he's.. 7 years older then me... He wanted me to call right at 12, he promised me that he would pick up... and ... he didn't... so I called at 12:10.. and he was there ^^ and soo happy that I called again (caller ID) ... yea.. we talked till 1:43 because my phone died ^^' But... today.. I talked to him at 5... cause he told me to call then... and... (piano practice went great! By the way I played a game yesterday, high school softball and got to catch! Ohhh so fun! She said I could catch again ^^ oh.. and I might be getting piano lessons soon.. well once we get a piano.. that and I'm getting futher on Fur Elise) But anyway... he told me...that my butt was looking sexy and good in those jeans and to wear a skirt. And he said that he could all see my granny panties xD under my jeans xD!!!! THEY WAS NOT NO GRANNY PANTIES!!! Shit.. that... was the .... 'sexyest' underwear I had.. I don't wear thongs or tight 'in your crack' shit. He said that if he bought me some if I would accept them as a gift xD I said I guess but He sure as hell wouldn't see them on me. And he keeps saying how I want to do all this shit, like try drugs, sex, sex, sex, thong, sex, but just don't have the chance. God he talked about sex ALOT today. God, oh I was saying all how I never wear shorts and/or skirts because I'm all WHITE and he's like 'hey I like it all, It might be different on the outside but it's all pink on the inside' and I was just like 'no, shut up' XD .... god.. but.. yea.. I have to rub mom... Mom isn't going to the night practice anymore.. since... she has work... and ... it's gonna be late.. .. I told Jon.. if mom doesn't go.. I can sneak away..... ... I'll call him tomorrow and tell him... ... he told me to find a ride.. he really wanted me to hang out at his house tonight... kept asking me if I knew anyone that could give me a ride out there... I have a number now.. of this girl... She's out of highschool.. she is cool.. big indian girl... stepiny I can't spell.. but yea.. she said I could call anytime... ... and she'll give me rides.. so... now just to make up an excuse... ahh.. my stomach is twisting... I told jonathin if sex was all he was looking for in me that he could ya'know just forget it but he said that that wasn't it... that .. he doesn' want anyone to know about us.. so apprently BIG hints that he wants to date me.. like... well.. he said we could hang and .... enjoy each others company... and... maybe get into it but not go into it.. meaning making out I guess but not sex.. (to be blunt) but I sure as hell coudln't be blunt with him. He said that I"m the first young girl he's .. talked to... that he thinks I"m cool .. and hott... .. heh... god.. and he woudn't stop talking about my butt and thongs xD ... .. .. Jon.... ...ahh... he is.. cool.. but.. damn sex... sex sex sex sex sex. He said he first had sex at 16/17.... see how he used my age first? ... argh... mom wants me to rub her NOW! Oh, I have permission from the superattendent to play the piano during noon... yea... money money money... Jon.... ... fricking martika wants to know .. about US.. me and jon... .. ... god... tomorrow is the softball tournament..... all day.. then come back, go to thing then go.. to practice.. with hopfully jon... jon keeps telling me that he would never try to make me do soemthing I wasn't into.. he said like well he said it weird but I said it not weird right after it to clear it up, this is what it was: 'if he made a move on me and I wasn't into it and making a move on him back then he woudl take it as a big hint to stop'... sweet ne? ... or... just wanting sex? He said that i'm a woman and should deny myself -.-' do I want sex? Answer: NO. Well.. not now anyway... .. he said that he is older with older desires or soemthing.. forgot what he said.. in other words, he was being blunt about it but I am shoot he means S.E.X. .... .. .. Ja~ |
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Hiei | 04-03-04 1:38pm Looks like you've been keeping yourself busy latey... |
Hiei | 04-04-04 8:41pm One more thing.. I pity you. |
mizu87 | 04-05-04 12:49pm I needn't nor want your pity, Hiei. For I also have pity for you.
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