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| robbingnovember (profile) wrote, on 1-7-2003 at 5:19pm | |
| Current mood: mixed up Music: How can they see with sequins in their eyes? Subject: blueyed717: did you give em the razzle dazzle |
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| I just feel like writing again... ok so winning back stephanie. It's going to be hard. I won't lie. But ya know after a year , i still miss her like crazy. like dana said.. its hard to lose a best friend... gosh even now she can still drive me to tears.. ya know just to know someone cares. blueyed717: shes like to me i think sarah is mad at me bc i said that i would be a ninja when she asked me ninjas or pirates blueyed717: and shes like yea i miss sarah so much blueyed717: and shes like i wonder how shes doing with that guy blueyed717: and im like well shes just to good for him your know and i dont know it might have passed Sometimes.. though it is hard.. you have to look past the differences, the mistakes, and see that theya re the same person at the core. indeed i will not give up yet. But on another note The Billy project is in progress. Today I'd like to think I sparkled. Tpday i felt a little better.. a little more confident.. but the problem is i'm not dazzling the right people. I'm still a cinnamon bagel wrapped in cellophane to them. Damn i shouldn't let that bring me down. I hope i am doing this for me. I need to feel better about my self.. but ya know.. today i looked in the mirror and i liked what I saw and for me thats almost a first. No matter what anyone else thinks I guess i'd like to think i was pretty, like i have something to offer. Ya know, i kind of think I do. Makes me smile a bit. Ahhhh i got an A in ap world. What a big sequin. i was so ecstatic. Damn i am so proud. Every little bit helps. I hope soon i can learn to stop feeling sorry for myself. Life isn't all that bad. It kinda has a little sparkle to it. Thats is all for now i guess. |
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wannabe | 01-08-03 6:55pm so i was asking my mom forevaaa to go out and get the chicago soundtrack today but nooo...
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blueyed | 01-08-03 9:03pm Love to the 10 th power, you are one sequin deary and my favorite farmer!
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