Add Memory | Add To Friends
brownsugar (profile) wrote,
on 4-2-2004 at 10:50pm
Current mood: nostalgic
Subject: randomified
i'm leaving for Georgia tomorow and before then i wanted to update my woohu witha thoughtful entry. but i am completely nd utterly brainwashed, i've reached a block and i can't think!

i'm grabbing a quote...
"Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard."
this was in someone's profile (yet again) but i think it's retarted. yeah city people can be precieved as stone hearted, but everyones human no one is really hard at heart.

ok that was lame.

i think i'm going to make a list of things i miss (stolen from dorina.)

things i miss.
.the swings
.being five
.getting a fice on a ss quiz in the 5th grade and not caring
.knowing that no matter what i do there'll always be someone to back me up, so i can be as BAD as i want
.being careless
.going to the icecream store and ask for all the icecream they have and not getting a weird look
.guys having cooties
.never being alone
.talking to strangers and not getting weird looks
.playing with barbie dolls
.listening to stories in bed
.staying up all night reading and thinking to myself "ohh im a bad girl... im staying up till TEN!..ad my mommy doesnt know.."
.everyone being everyones friend
.singing to my hearts content without worrying someone's sayign/thinking "ew what an ugly voice"
.being the adorable five year old we all were
.staying up all night... NOT STUDYING
.spending time with my family
.sleep
.the sounds of the crickets when i first moved into the fairway
.playing dodgeball

wow... i thought about each one as i wrote it and it just makes u think, what happend to those days? those days when we had no care in the world and no matter what we were happy.truly, if i had one wish in the world id beg for those dys back, i miss them so much and so dearly and if i could have them back i would be the happiest person in the world. no joke.

i've been praying and longing to go to Georgia for, forever, and now that i finaly get to go i can hardly even believe it.
i have no idea why i've been so excited, i mean it's Georgia, come on. but i think the main reason i'm excited is because i'll finaly get to get away from what is here and what i know and get to see something different and stuff on a better scope. and for some reason i just want to GET AWAY from everything here. i want to see something new. i'm just sick of everything here. just wanna get away from edgemont and be myself.
Post A Comment


Anonymous

04-03-04 7:48pm

i feel u r agony.. i miss those days more than one can imagine too..

have a blast in georgia!! dont think about edgemont and have as much fun as u can.

:) ~sonika

(reply to this)