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| xsilentxsuicidex (profile) wrote, on 4-3-2004 at 11:52am | |
| Aisha's Birthday party.... O.o Me and Keely hung out, because I don't really get along well with Aisha's friends.... "Did you just say a white man with black testicals?" "That would be the definition of Skyler" XD. We watched drumline, because we love black people. So we went to bed... around.... 2ish... And we stayed up wishing Dustin and Skyler were there with us (HAHA) Keely turned on her All American Rejects CD (-_- Blah) And I poked myself in the eye a few times. I looked over once and Keely was starign at me all wide-eyed. Like... O.O it was scarey.... Then we plotted on how we could make people feel uncomfortable. It was quite fun.... Once again, I woke up to a loud "MOOOO!" -_-; Oh well. Leaving for Kanuga on Easter Sunday... Blah. I really don't want to go anymore... =/ I'll have no friends there and it's just a bunch of preps. Fuck it. If I really hate it when I get there, I'll fake sick. It's as simple as that. I still have to go shopping for a bunch of shit I don't have that they said I'd need... I need sandals, shorts and a rain coat. I'm not bringing a rain coat, I love the rain..... Well I think that's all I've got for now. Yesterday I forgot to breathe for like the 6th time this week. Maybe it was the pink cloud strafed sky that changed my mind and brought me back... Seems like every day it's kill or be killed... With all this anger there is no time to inhale and progress and catch the smell of something that you once knew. Have you ever stopped raised your face up to the sun and screamed? Let it out, exhale the pain that strangulates your soul, when will I be free? My lungs take in the fragrance of remorse, what is the cost, am I living? If you let your lungs fill up with pain then you will drown in your own regret. My arms feel so numb my heart palpitates, missing a beat, the blood freezing in my veins. The taste of rust in my mouth... But today I just threw it all away, though the light burns my eyes, I will not be blind... If you blink you could miss so much, please don't ever close your eyes. |
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Ratanatheevilkitty | 04-04-04 4:36pm Hi! Well, I know you really don't know me or anything, but you like HIM, so I applaud you!! Thank you for being cool. |
CallistoMoon | 04-04-04 5:35pm |
CallistoMoon | 04-04-04 5:35pm |
CallistoMoon | hahaha, 04-04-04 5:38pm oops . .I accidently hit enter without typing anything . . lol anyway, hahaha yes. thats syler's definition . . . . xD and you stared at me too damnit! haha . . ok. bye. |