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| 0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0 (profile) wrote, on 4-3-2004 at 11:53am | |
| Current mood: Blah.. tired.. stuff Music: Silence, eh Subject: Explanations and Stupidity |
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| Oi, peoples.. Sorry for being so anti-social with my real-life friends x.x; I realy don't know what's going on. I mean, I never feel like being in public.. or around people on my weekends. This is going to be rather cliche, but it's not you, it's me. I promise you, it's me. I love you all very very much, you are very special people.. I just don't know what's going on.. It could be some type of reaction from puberty or some shiz like that, but whatever it is, I want it to go away. I don't like cooping myself up away from you all, but I can't work up the courage to call back and ask if you could pick me up.. I hate it.. it hurts. I've also noticed I've been crying a lot easier lately.. This is horrible, too, for I hate being edged into tears by the smallest thing. I mean, I can hardly talk to my dad with out clenching the hell out of my teeth! Bleh.. I don't know, I really don't know. And if you're pondering to ask why I'm doing this, I do not know, as in, I have no answer. I'm not hiding anything, there isn't any secret doomsday device in my room, or some type of hydro-nuclear ray gun in my shower, so just cool it. I don't know. I feel a bit better saying this in my journal because I can get it all out with someone IMing me in the middle, like if I was to spill it on an IM.. because you'd probably comment or question in the middle.. and I wouldn't be done.. and I'm still trying to tell it but you're asking something and I can't tell and answer at the same time! o.o; e.e; Yeah yeah, I'm a psychopath, big bloody deal. So anyways, I'm trying to find a way to push the journal table off to the side... does anyone know? 'Cause I wanna put a picture-ee background on here (Like a desktop background) And.. I need to know how to put the table off to the side. ANYWAYS! Let me tell you about my week! xD :: Monday :: Blah... back to school.. I coulda sworn I was getting my period, but I didn't.. My stomach hurt real bad, but I didn't get it.. HMN! Anyways, that's all I remember from Monday e.e;;; :: Tuesday :: Uhm.. I don't know.. :: Wednesday :: <.<; All I can remember was during Witch Hunter Robin, [adult swim] scribbled moustaches onto the characters in random scenes. It was pretty funny ^-^ :: Thursday :: Perhaps the most tramatizing day of my life -_-;; On my way to fourth, math, everyone was playing a practical joke where we would all stand outside, yanno, and walk in after the bell rang... And I mean, these kids were holding people back.. I was trying to get in, but they kept pushing me away! So the bell rings and we get in and she tells ALL of us to go to the office. Ugh -_-; So I go to the office with the crowd, almost in tears, scared of getting some type of punishment for this April Fools joke.. 'cause I'm a good girl without a record at all. So we get there, and we're standing against the wall, and he's yelling at us, and we go back detention-less. And now I know.. It was an April Fools joke. o.o AUGH! I was SO scared! HOW DARE SHE DO THAT TO SOMEONE LIKE ME!?! I CARE IF I GET IN TROUBLE, BLOODY HELL! >.< Ugh! I hate that bitch! Needless to say, when I got back in class, I broke into tears from the fright, and Chris kept asking what was wrong.. o.o; HMN! TAKE A HINT, CHRIS! Have you ever seen me get in trouble?! THAT'S WHAT I THOUGHT! So you should know DAMN WELL what those tears were for! Sure, they were a bit dramatic, but I couldn't help myself T.T I'm stupid, leave me alone.. Anyways, after that, it was time to go.. to Festival! For band! That was so cool, and it was scarrrryyyyy, and stuff like that. But we were AWESOME! We got STRAIGHT SUPERIORS! The concert band's never done that ^-^ YAY! WE'RE RECORD BREAKING! Anyways, I can't wait for Rik to get home so I can hear what they got.. GOOD LUCK HIGHER-LEVEL BAND GEEKS! <3 Okay, enough of Thursday. :: Friday :: Thank the heavens it was Friday, because I don't know if I could put up with any more school.. In first period, I had already cut my fabric, so I was cutting my interfacing FOR the fabric.. See, we're making a beach bag. Mine's gonna have a purple inside and a light blue outside, and I've decided I'm giving it to my Grandma 'cause we share a first name. SHH! Dun tell her! Anyways, we listened to judges' tapes in Band to hear what they had to say about us.. it was pretty much all about dynamics and my First Clarinet solos to blend in ._.; I'm the only first clarinet and yeah.. Nothing else really happened.. I had a test in science and I think I did horribly -_-;;;; Bloody hell.. ANYWAYS! There's my week! I <3 yew alllll And stuff.. <.<; Yees.. and now a conversation with myself! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: Holy wow, I can't believe that you like monkeys. y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: Holy wow, I can't believe that you like monkeys. y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: I don't like monkeys THAT much! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: OF COURSE YOU DO! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: >.>; Stop copying meeee.. y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: Hello? y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: 'Llo y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: 'Llo y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: HA! SO YOU DO LIVE! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: HA! SO YOU DO LIVE! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: I knew it.. y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: I knew it.. y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: YOU CAN'T HIDE FROM ME! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: YOU CAN'T HIDE FROM ME! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: o.o; Okay, that's getting annoying.. <.<; y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: o.o; Okay, that's getting annoying.. <.<; y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: You're one to talk o.0; y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: You're one to talk o.0; y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: NO YOU ARE! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: NO YOU ARE! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: Do you DENY me FRESHMAKER?! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: Do you DENY me FRESHMAKER?! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: YES, I do! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: YES, I do! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: THAT'S WHAT I THOUGHT! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: THAT'S WHAT I THOUGHT! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: What does that baby see?! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: What does that baby see?! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: Honey baked ham, fresh from the table! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: Honey baked ham, fresh from the table! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: The joy is in our heartts. y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: The joy is in our heartts. y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: o.0; y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: o.0; y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: QUIZNOS SUBS! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: QUIZNOS SUBS! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: Psh.. you lie! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: Psh.. you lie! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: No you! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: No you! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: No, yOU! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: No, yOU! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: PERFT! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: PERFT! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: I'm not talking to you! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: I'm not talking to you! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: Don't make me warn you! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: Don't make me warn you! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: I WILL! y0ursw33tsu1c1d3: I WILL! Needless to say, I was pissing myself off, so I warned me. o.0; <.< I'm not schitzo, I swear! BAI! <3 <3<3 Aishiteru <3<3 ~Em-chan |
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| Anonymous | from Loni, 04-03-04 12:23pm Wow, the begining of this entry was nearly identical to mine. And I think PMS is just going over in this town. I think its contagious. Like Yawns-ya know?
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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0 | Re: from Loni, 04-03-04 1:05pm xD I could see that.. We should like.. stab her with a tampon o.0;;
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| him | Re: Re: from Loni, 04-03-04 2:53pm yea, i'm still friggin waiting? Is my period EVER gonna come? yikes pants are red, better go, holla at ur boi :-p
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| him | Re: Re: Re: from Loni, 04-03-04 6:44pm Not like i'm bored or anything....
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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0 | Re: Re: Re: Re: from Loni, 04-03-04 7:00pm Oh no, Keith, you're not bored at all. o.o;
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| him | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: from Loni, 04-03-04 9:27pm I know that people kno who i am, but i just like the name, :-p
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A-Demons-Angel | Hey, 04-03-04 9:28pm Guess what Em?
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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0 | Re: Hey, 04-03-04 11:38pm Do what kind of thing? o.0;
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| him | Re: Re: Hey, 04-07-04 11:52pm hmm i've never tried, what do flowers taste like?
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