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emmyd (profile) wrote,
on 4-3-2004 at 4:40pm
Current mood: depressed
Music: this way....
Subject: baa
last nite at the mall was fun...could have been better if i wasnt such a bum...today got woken up by peter yelling and screaming again at my mom..but i think ive become sumwat okay with it...now i only cry wen he yells..but i learned if i dont go near him wen hes mad or yelling..he wont hit me anymore...so i stayed in a lil ball on my bed under the covers and cried...
he stopped...
then started again..
then he shut up and my mom took him to the hospital cuz hes reaaallllyyyyy sick and she wanted to make him stop yelling about it all...so she went with him..thank god then me and mark were just around the house...then my mommy came back and took me out shopping cuz she didnt want me to be home alone with peter cuz im not allowed to home with just him anymore...so i got pants shirts shoes...that made me a lil more happy...but i dont get so into things that i use to love...its like oh yea shopping...wen i use to be like OH YAY! haha yeaa..but thats what u get wen ur all messed up in the head i guess.....

hmmm....yea so im sittin here at home soooooo bored....i want to go out tonite..cuz i CANNOT spend a nite with peter...ill go insane...
i need to get out this house....

theres so many things i want in this world...and so many things i hate...

all i want in life is to not want anymore....

Sincerely,
Your Lil Depressed Devil.
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Anonymous

i love you, 04-04-04 7:11pm

i love you so fucking much emily!!!
-Katie

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emmyd

04-04-04 8:02pm

thanks

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LiLShOrty

04-04-04 9:19pm

Emmy, I miss you soo much!! We use to be like bffe's, doobies but i havent seen much of you lately. And i havent hung out with you in forever! We've like grown apart, even though I see you every sunday but thats just at ccd and I dont see you out of that. Aww babe I miss you SO SO SOOO much! Things arent the same between us and I wish they could be again. I miss all those funny memories and times we use to have. 8th grade was like the year when me and you were like really good friends. I hope we can hang out sometime soon, or even start to. Your awsome and I was just reading your journal so yeah.. i'll let you go cause your probaly tired of reading all of this =-p haha I LOVE YOU MY DOOBIE FOREVER!!
"Kristin will you UM me?" "I'm not ready!!" good times!
xOx.KriStin.xOx

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