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| mizu87 (profile) wrote, on 4-4-2004 at 10:28pm | |
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| I have no time to write, mother wants me to rub her. She really kept to what she said, she gave me $30 for rubbing her last week.... well.. or month I should say. $10 per rub is what she's paying me. It's... nice... but... very odd.... I finished reading Paradise Kiss.. well I shouldn't say that cause I haven't REALLY finished reading it... but I have like 30 or so pages left.... Makes me think of Jonathin... and Nick... I hunged Nick yesterday .. twice.. it was the night of the play ... it's going on again.. this saturday... ... he likes me.... so I think... we talk.. Nick, about .. well.. dumb shit... about my Japanese... wow he is no good at speaking it even if he does have Korean in him. He's 21 and Jonathin is 23.... I haven't talked to Jon in... well... a long time it seems.... since.... Wednesday... I think, not sure. I tried calling him today, him and NIck... my parents are fliping out about nick.. I would.. maybe... date him.. cause... he ... eh's cool... not like Jon.. he doesn't talk about sex and is.. well... lets just say he doesn't act his age (?). Amy, Tika, Amanda and myself went to play DDR today.... we were gone all day since 12.... well.... we all woke up late so it was all day to us. I have so many studies ... I shouldn't be on..... my mom wants me to get off now... ... I don't like.. Jon anymore.. I do.. but... it's more of a lust.. ... I'm not so stupid as to not see that... I was wanting to be careless.... but It would screw me up so much... I should be more careful... well atleast untill I get a car to were I can just run away from a problem if it comes up... ... ... I notice guys looking at me more... .. I never really... noticed it... but... I get many looks... and ... it's not .. well... I don't mean to get attention... it's... nice however... Friday... this Friday.. I'm getting my hair highlighted... I'm thinking.. well at first I was just thinking red and black.. but now.. I"m thinking black and blue but then black red and blue then black and purple then I was thinking black red and purple then I said what the hell and said red black purple and blue... so... I'm not sure to say the least what color I want.. I want to dye my hair pink again.. well red that looks pink.. but... he can either do one or the other so... ... .. I have to deside... ... ... .. I believe I'll get highlights... ... ... I'm wanting a boyfriend but another side of me doesn't need one. I'm concerned for my education but have yet to take actions to help myself... .. I'm so foolish and I hate it. I work... tuesday.. and tika is switching days for me saturday so I can go to the pagent... just like yesterday... ... I work thursday... ... I wonder .. if jon works then.. I want to talk to him.. I want to talk to him face to face as do I want to do with Nick aswell... ... ... I haven't gotten on the computer in a while.. I seem not to have anytime for it.. ... ... I'm... .. seeing just how imature I am... I can't keep up with my studies.. but.. Paradise kiss... it opened my mind a bit more.. .. I have to go now.. mother... ... Piano tomorrow.. I'll probably have a game.. either that or parctice after school... . .. Ja~ |
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Hiei | 04-04-04 11:10pm Er.. |
mizu87 | Re:, 04-05-04 2:18am ::looks to Hiei::
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