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| brokenmentality (profile) wrote, on 4-4-2004 at 9:50pm | |
| stupid computer. stupid stupid computer. i just typed long stupid entry and then all of a sudden the screen goes white and its all gone. gah. this is the 3rd night i havent been at home. friday and saturday night i was at the becky and ryans house. now im at brandis. but, it beats being at home. by far. its funny...... i feel like i’ve just gained 2 best friends. like i’ve skipped the “friends” stage and gone straight to “best friends”. its nice. hopefully ya’ll can meet them soon. it seems that becky (visser) has fallen off the face of this planet. i am unable to get ahold of her. *wonders why, rolls eyes* there is now noone to swoon over johnny with. i watched somethings gotta give with the becky and ryan... man thats a long movie. good, but long. im a little sad about the missions trip. the burns AND the odrens arent going now. long story, really sucks though. to clear up some confusion. this “mystery guy” i speak of.. i just think he’s hott. thats it. as brandi said, its sad when thats the depth of his personality. but wow is he ever pretty to look at. at least he’s not over dramatic and stuck in the past. *clears throat* moving on. ok, so i might have one crush. brandi seems to think that i do. well as long as she thinks so. but i dont know...... i giggle alot, and i smile constantly when i think about him. i just dont know. im having to much fun being his friend. oh, yeah... and apparantly im screwing my life up. *its nice to find that out* because (heres the good part) every other guy that i get involved with is just using me. thats great... OH and because he is the ONLY guy that is right for me. well i consider myself screwed then, because im feeling pretty great about my life right now. its good to know that you think differently. heres an idea... leave me alone! brandi and i just made ice cream sundays. we probably have about 2 spoon fulls of ice cream under hotfudge, whip cream, bananas and cherrys. lol. we had fun making them. for some odd reason... we got quite a kick out of getting the cherrys out of the jar..... giggles. its late. we’re stupid. what can i say. |
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wierdo | 04-04-04 11:25pm stop calling me over dramatic. i'm moving on. yeah your probably thinking "well its about fucking time." some things are hard to get over and to get past, this being one of them, so dont make it seem like it should be easy for me. Yeah i think about the past alot, but i'm not stuck on it. Whats done is done.
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brokenmentality | Re:, 04-05-04 1:07am so you're not over dramatic.. but yet im screwing my life up because anyother guy will only use me. im confused then kevin, what do you call that? and what do you call bugging my friend for 10 minutes trying to find out who it is that i like. and while we're gong down the list how about "hating ryan" because you think that i like him or i "flirted" with him in the hall or something. yeah, whats done IS done.. and thats how i tend to think. what you do is none of my business, and its likewise. you can like every girl in the school for all i care, it seems like you're off to a pretty good start, but when it comes to my life and what goes on it back off. you wanna be friends? act like it. but if you cant control yourself anytime some guy pays me the slightest bit of attention, then dont waste your time... im past the jealousy, especially with ryan. i had to deal with that when i was with you... and im certainly not going to put up with it now. |
wierdo | Re: Re:, 04-05-04 2:40pm ok. i'm sorry. |