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| collageof-frozenfear (profile) wrote, on 4-5-2004 at 2:06am | |
| Subject: "Never again..." |
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| "Hurry up and get in the fucking truck .. " the voice demands. I do as he says and I climb in. He races down the street, not glancing at me once. I pull the sleeves to my sweater down over my hands, like I do when I'm scared, and I close my eyes. I can't go back now ... I light my cigarette as he pulls over into the ditch. "So what do you think of me?" he asks. I look down and he smiles. I can feel his hot breath against my face as he puts my cigarette out. With the help of his hands, he moves my legs closer to him and lets his hands wander. "Kiss me" "No .. Please .." I think to myself as he moves closer to my mouth. My chin quivers and tears begin to make their way down my face. . He unzips my sweater, my only protection left against him and what I am told to do, and slides it down my shoulders. "Never again ..." I swear to myself, with each new thing I'm told to do. ...Eventually, he drops me off at the end of my street. For a moment I stare at the ground, thinking of all the horrible things I did ... I deserved what was coming. I walk into the house and go directly to bed. I build walls around me with my blankets and stuffed animals so I know nothing will get me. Under the covers, I try to sleep ... Alone, sore, crying and softly whispering ... "Never again ..." |
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kangabunny | 04-05-04 3:57pm ::Hugs:: |
kangabunny | 04-05-04 5:16pm It's just terrible.. I can only imagine how you hurt.. but that's something I'm good at. I'm still here... I'll do anything to be there for you, Kristen. |