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sexycuban (profile) wrote, on 4-5-2004 at 6:00am | |
Current mood: contemplative Music: **COLD HEART BITCH** Subject: **tODAY** |
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hmm today was kinda weird...i thought i liked james and like he kissed me and it felt like i was kissing a friend and im not attracted to him at all and i feel really bad becuz he really likes me and i dont like him at all today i spent lunch with him and i was like ahh just kinda wanted to be alone i wanna be single not to worry about having a bf but im not sure what i should do and like hes kinda had alot of experiance like hes had orgies and stuff and thats kinda gross and i dont think i could ever have sex with him cuz i mean eww anywho so my day was kinda weirded out anywho so im just contemplating weither i should like break up with him and be single or stay with him and try to make some chemestry the thing is i dont want to have to try for a relationship i wanna just be me and someone just fall in love with me for me nothing presured oh wellz ill just wait my turn to find someone to love......hopefully when i find someone to love me it will last a while...oh wellz today i was bored and i wrote a list of things i wanna do before i die so here it goes... 1.Find true love 2.Make a differnce to someone 3.Grow old with someone 4.Make love to someone under the stars 5.see snow 6.fall asleep next to someone i love and love me back 7.Skinny dip 8. See a miracle 9.Make someone laugh when they are in pain 10. Go rock climbing in the mountains 11. get married 12.Go to the airforce 13.Experance a year in a forien country 14.Make a differnce to the world well thats it for now..thanks for tuneing in! -crystal |
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Anonymous | 04-06-04 5:48am O.O... |
sexycuban | Re:, 04-06-04 1:36pm ??who are you?? |
Anonymous | Hi!!!, 04-06-04 5:58pm Lol the mystery comment of death! DUN DUN DUN
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sexycuban | Re: Hi!!!, 04-06-04 6:02pm yah that damn comment is like really getting to me i wanna know who it is damnit! no fat people cant they need to keep theyre asses in clothes and never come out lol jk i unno yes they can lol and yes we should have a big skinny diping party!!
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