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skippi16 (profile) wrote,
on 4-5-2004 at 9:25pm
Current mood: frustrated
Music: Trapt Headstrong
Subject: Blood = good
well i cut myself today like 20 times.... my freakin pshchiotrist dude. he's all like (to my mom) well are felling depressed like u could hurt yourself... of course im in the other room n can hear what they are sayin... i just bust our laughin... hes so fucking blind about everything i find it amusing... stupid people are funny. i went to the mall n the dude at hot topic the cashier guy omg he was freakin hot and like 25 but its all good rite... i got followed by these people... that was fun... then me n nikki went in to abercrombie n fitch just so see what would go down n the chick that was working there looked at me funny so i walked up to her n said "what you have a problem... yeah thats rite we did walk into this overpriced store wit absolutely no intention to buy anything. actually the only reason we came in was for that look u just gave us thanks" and then we left n i waved back at her later. that was freakin funny as hell. spencers is great i almost bought the orgamsm key chain but i didn't too temting to go for other thins lol yeah thats rite im dirty... oh i married mitch couple days ago... curtis im srry i still love you... ok well this is long enough be lookin for a new poem soon!!! ok here's and old one:
Drowning I your puddle of destruction
Crying out with no one to give explanation
Not breathing deep inside
Remembering the night I cried
Tearing and mangling my broken frame
Reaching out with nothing but shame
Burning me in and out
Scorching me all through out
Why must I die for you
why must I cry for you
nothing but suffering
nothing but my offering
reaching and grabbing from your abyss
still I feel your severing kiss
the darkness taking me entire
Nothing but hate and nothing but fire
falling into the pit of depression
hitting bottom in full concussion
dying in oblivion
seeing the last of the sun
why must I die for you
why must I cry for you
nothing but suffering
nothing but my offering.


the end
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jim9nin

04-06-04 9:50pm

oh i married mitch couple days ago... curtis im srry i still love you...
Way to forget about me Erin. Jesus tap dancing Christ

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skippi16

Re:, 04-07-04 7:26pm

i love you too bill im srry

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jim9nin

Re: Re:, 04-07-04 9:22pm

you better


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