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Kit_Katt (profile) wrote,
on 1-8-2003 at 9:28pm
Current mood: passionate and loving
Music: Sometimes its hard to be a one girl revolution- SuperChic[k]
Here I sit, some of my closest friends in terrible dispair. I want to hold them close, tell them that there is so much more to life then what they are feeling now. They deserve better, much better. They deserve to feel the happiness that I feel everyday, to know the joy of just being alive, instead of wondering what it would be like to be dead, and you know who I'm talking about. (Not you Connie, but if you are concidering, please, reconcider). Life is such a gift, why do people see it as such a curse? Yes, I know its not easy, its not suppose to be. If it was, then where would the fun be in Heaven? And how could we test our faith, if we never had a challenge to test it with?
..............I know I know, just a lot of Christian junk that probably none of you want to hear anyway, but please, think about it. None of you can tell me that not one person cares for you. That not one person would cry if you were gone. Do you really want to be selfish enough to hurt them that much, just so you don't have to deal with anything anymore? I think that it sounds kinda different spoken that way, huh.


Kate aka Harley
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glitterkisses

Kate..Kate...Kate.., 01-08-03 9:53pm

I love you more than words can describe! :)

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Brianna

Katie, Katie, Katie, 01-09-03 7:30am

Congratulations. You have learned the secret of life. The secret of life is to live everyday and treasure it. Carpe Diem and that is the truth. Don't put off until tomorrow what you won't do today.

Life is such a beautiful gift. I wanted death once and got pretty close to it. I gained a lot of weight, tried to kill myself in so many ways. Finally, I took some pills. Worst mistake of my life. I will never foget the tears streaming down my little sister's face nor the fear in her eyes that she would lose her big sister. The face always haunts me whenever I even comtemplate suicide.

So, for all you out there, just so that you know, suicide is not the answer because it is a selfish one.

Everytime I want to kill myself, I get out a sheet of paper and make a list of all the people who would come to my funeral. Then I put a star by those who would cry, a check by those who might, and nothing by those who wouldn't.

I tell myself that if I get at least twenty people, then I should live.

And then I imagine the funeral and I always see my sisters face streaming with tears and there is no way that I can wipe them away or hug her because I was selfish and killed myself.

Don't be selfish.

Choose life.

It's the right answer.

And God bless you all.

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Jeannea

01-09-03 9:39am

I love you so much and in strict confidence I think I have fallen far from my faith. I don't really know what has happened but I don't feel as spiritual anymore and I've even put off the other beliefs I have, not just god. What is it that causes humans to do this? Is it that I'm caught up in the physical world and can't seem to change?

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Kit_KAtt

Re:, 01-09-03 9:45am

I understand what you mean Crystal. I've had it happen to me, people fall away from their faith constantly, it is a habit that we get into. You see, it is unnartural for people to have in faith in something not there. (like God) People think that they have to be able to see, feel, or smell or something to know that something is real and exists. That
is where fait comes in. I'm sure you know what faith is...so I won't bother you with that. I'll stop now, in case you don't want to hear more....but let me say this, just because you don't want to hear it, doesnt mean you don't need to. But just come to me if you descide you want me to say more.



Kate aka Harley

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Jeannea

Re: Re:, 01-09-03 11:16am

Thanks. Because I do believe in God but I still feel there is so much more than God but evem so I haven't paid attention to my intution and it seems like when I acknoledge these things that I then was doing better in life. I suppose the best idea would be to start all over again from the begining and find my salvation again.

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Lavitz1985

01-09-03 7:21pm

Kate, I must appologize for last night. I know that upset you to see me in that state. I will try to do better in the future. But thank you for your concern. You helped me a great deal when I needed it. You know I love you hun.

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Kit_Katt

Re:, 01-09-03 9:18pm

Its okay, I was just kinda worried when you left like that if I was gonna be able to ever talk to you again. I'm glad that I have been able to help though, I will always want to and try to whenever you need me to be there. I love you too hun.


Kate

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