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| ORFwasHERE (profile) wrote, on 1-9-2000 at 1:09am | |
| Current mood: insanely bored Music: filter Subject: shoot me |
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| ok, so its now 1:15 in the morning. everyone's probably asleep now. lucky bastards. not going to school sucks soo much more then i ever thought it could. this break has been waaay too long now, and i really want to see todos my friends and everyone at school. hopefully i can go back on friday. theres nothing to do here during the day. im not gonna complain about it too much, cuz i know everyone is really pissed or jealous that i am getting away with staying hope. suprisingly tho, i've remained decently productive. i took down all the christmas lights, cleaned my room, and rocked out on sax. crazy shit. but theres this ever gloomy feeling that i get from doing all this....like ya know the feeling when you're not doing your homework or studying, and ya know ya should, but ya put it off, and you get this inner feeling thats like a mini oh-shit alarm.....well i'm getting that from sitting home here, but there is no homework to be doing. i have no classes to prepare for, no readings, etc. it should make me feel great, but it doesnt. damn my conscience here's the good part: (this is where i get to rub it in about getting out) im not gonna get up till after 12 tomorrow, im gonna watch the hell out of the tv, i dont hafto rush and read zen and the motorcycle something something before the quiz in tok, i didn't read lost steps, i dont hafta write my world lit paper, don't afta plan for my extended essay, im probably gonna make it through this year without writing a single research paper, or anything that requires looking up information, no more mrs schilit, no more cas, no more chugging down 10 million vocab words for spanish in 2 days (haha, like i actually did that ne ways), and theres a whole bunch more perks of not being in ib that i won't discuss here well its late, and im the least bit tired. 1:29 about now. i think im gonna go watch tv. cheers is probably on. i wish i had something to do tomorrow. damn this is a worthless post |
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usandthem | 01-09-03 6:04pm mmm, a junior year with less work, I can only hope for it ;-) |
xotinytinkxo | 01-09-03 6:17pm yeah, you suck cause we all hafta suffer through that bs crap. schilit isn't making you do world lit? you suck. hope to see you soon :) |