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Angel_Bob (profile) wrote,
on 4-6-2004 at 11:56pm
Current mood: guilty
Music: Magazine by Pedro the Lion
Subject: I'm sorry
I'm sorry about posting lyrics but I'm not doing that great right now and this song is sort of how I'm feeling. Just put more hatred and hurt behind it.

I love and hate Pedro the Lion. I don't know what's going on. I can't stop listening to him once I start and it just drags me further down.

I'm so sorry... My life is pointless. Seems such.


I'm so sorry. I hope you all can forgive me. I just... I did wrong. I did something I shouldn't have and I have to face up to it. I have to face the consequences.

I have to face you.

I hurt myself last Tuesday and Thursday. I scratched up my arm.

I'm so very sorry. I didn't want to tell you because it's just becoming a burden to you now and I'm another problem you have to deal with during the day...

But it's tearing me apart. I can't live with the guilt anymore.

I'm sorry... I let you down. I disappointed you and I'm sorry.

I hope you can forgive me someday.




This line is metaphysical
And on the one side
On the one side
The bad half live in wickedness
And on the other side
On the other side
The good half live in arrogance
And there's a steep slope
With a short rope
This line is metaphysical
And there's a steady flow
Moving to and fro

Oh look you earned your wings
Are you an angel now
Or a vulture
Constantly hovering over
Waiting for a big mistake

Oh my God
What have I done
Oh my God
What have I done


Wouldn't you love to be
On the cover of a magazine
Healthy skin perfect teeth
Designed to hide what lies beneath

I feel the darkness growing stronger
As you cram light down my throat
And how does that work out for you
In your holy quest to be above reproach

Wouldn't you love to be
On the cover of a magazine
Healthy skin perfect teeth
Designed to hide what lies beneath...



I'm so sorry...
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VIper15

04-07-04 12:29am

your brave to be able to say that rachel...

ill pray that you keep the strength to not do that...

we all love you

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independenttruckergrl

04-07-04 12:31am

I love you.

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Wasabi

04-07-04 1:39am

You cant see me crying...

I love you.

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threshershark

04-07-04 10:35am

Don't listen to Pedro, he's depressing. Listen to Midlake.

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Shinigami

04-11-04 12:02pm

Don't be sorry for putting something in your journal, it's yours and you have every right to do what you want with it.

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