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Angel_Bob (profile) wrote,
on 4-7-2004 at 2:58pm
Current mood: calm
Subject: And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God...
I need to fall asleep earlier.

My neck hurts and I have a killer headache.

But I can never fall asleep until 4.



So. I have a problem that I've been attempting to avoid forever.

But for some reason, I can't escape the past and I can't hide from the future.

Josh IMed me last night and asked me to forgive him. He kept saying he was full of guilt and hoping God could forgive him for what he did.

Josh, my anti-religion half-brother, was sobbing and asking God and me to forgive him...

I forgave him a long time ago but I forgave him a thousand times last night.

He told his mom and went to see a counselor today.

So now, I'm scared. I don't know what to do. I'm not bothered by the past. It's past. It's gone.

I prayed really really hard last night so right now I'm okay.

I just want to know what you guys think I should do.

I don't want to tell my parents. I don't want him to get in trouble or be ostracized by my family.

So yeah. I just need someone to talk to about this. Someone to tell me which way they think I should go.

I love you all. Thank you.
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independenttruckergrl

04-07-04 3:16pm

I love you Rachel.


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ears

04-07-04 4:39pm

wow, that's just.......wow. I understand that you are scared. You need to follow what your heart says to do. Call KT or me if you need to talk. You will probably get a call from KT anyway.
Love you.

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