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xinfectionbytearzx (profile) wrote,
on 4-8-2004 at 4:09am
Current mood: Crying
Music: My silent sobs
Subject: ::Forgive Me::
God, I've done so wrong. Sinned. I am damned, and should be burned in hell.

I could destroy you.
With everything I have.
I could hurt you.
With all that I own.

I could take you down.
With everything I breathe.
I could tear you
With all that I touch.

These hands
Are what destroy man.
These eyes
Are what hypnotize.

I'm sorry.
For all the shit I've done.
I'm apologizing.
For all the shit gone wrong.

Please, Take me back.
And I'll never return.
Please, Don't look back.
And I'll always keep ahead.

What a stupid girl I am. Can't believe I did it. I can't believe I made such a mistake....more than that, a war. A destroyed mission, I failed and failed once more.

Paden, I know, that with everything I have I could take your heart, break it with a squeeze of my fist, with a whisper of the wrong word. But Paden, that glass heart of yours will always be safe, next to mine, yours will be alright. In my hands I hold your life, your every being, and I'm safely going to protect it with my strength that I so galantly try to keep. Please, help me be strong, help me through this. Help me through life, through hard times, and through strife. Please, never leave my side, for I need you, or I'll die. Please, always love me, no matter what, I will always love you. I will love you, after we grow up, after that "I Do's", and even in death with you. I promise you, that I never meant to hurt. I never meant to cause Pain. I Love You.

My Gaurdian, My God, I love him.
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anubis24354

04-08-04 7:06am

I love you Jordan, don't worry anymore, I will always be there for you, by your side. I'll give you my strength and give you my soul, there is nothing I wouldn't do to help you in any way I can. Don't worry hun, I will always be by your side, sometimes you may not be able to reach me when you need me, but that is because of physical barriers only, I am always here for you if you need me or just want me to be. We will work through this together, together hun, nothing will tear us apart.

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