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| livelikejackandsally (profile) wrote, on 4-10-2004 at 11:14am | |
| Current mood: crying.. Music: still only one Subject: relaizations |
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| well.. its like its done.. but not? go figure.. he says he wont leave.. somehow, i think its guna change.. what a wonder.. im sick of all the love song shit on the radio.. i want them to die.. maybe thats just bc i forgot how it feels.? Still confused in the love department. It's getting old; I'm starting to see it affect my mood, and I hate letting my emotions take control of my everyday attitude.. but wha can i do? doesnt hlep im on my period.. makes me more upset.. found out something else horrible today.. morwys dad.. god i wish that wouldnt have ever happened.. no one should ever have to go thru that.. im not going to say i know how she feels, bc i dont.. everyone has diff emotions.. but i know it hurts.. still cant stop crying.. god whats wrong with me.. how come i dont ever fuckin know what i want? im such a fuckin loser.. why.. why fuckin why grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i give up.. i swear to you.. im so not guna be who i was.. i hate myself.. if u need me i wont be there.. i hate when i go into depression.. seem to alot tho.. thinkin i need professional help.. ha.. like that would work.. i miss him.. already and hes not even gone.. .. * i want to pull you close.. ...but you leave me frozen* |
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xxbabiigurlxx | 04-13-04 9:01pm ur not a loser nd i love u.........if u wanna b a loser ur gunna b my loser |
xxbabiigurlxx | 04-13-04 9:02pm ur not a loser nd i love u.........if u wanna b a loser ur gunna b my loser |