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| Iwasthinkingthat (profile) wrote, on 4-10-2004 at 12:44pm | |
| Current mood: so sick of it Music: Train Subject: Eggshells |
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| I have a problem when it comes to breaking those. I woke up at 11:30...how the hell did I sleep that late? No one nor no bird woke me up. Im so sick of everything. Im sick of my parents. Im sick of them each separatly. Im sick of school. Im sick of the NS school district. Im sick of that one thing. Im sick of myself. Im sick of this weather. Im sick of this town and its occupants. Im sick of always being sick of it. I dont know how anyone reads this without rolling their eyes and saying "here we go again." Im just plain sick. Some things are great though. Work is great although I have to work with my boss and his wife tonight all by myself. I love the people there though. My friends are great. Sean is great although he is out of town for 6 more days. P-day is coming up and thats great. Jen and I are going dress shopping and then I get my hair done...thats great. Lisa and I went to a baseball game and that was random and great. So whats the problem? Good question...what IS the problem? For anything that happens that is good 3 bad things come with it. Its like the stupidest thing will set me off the wall now. My guard is just so high that every little problem just drives me crazy. Her tone in her voice sets me off if she means it or not. Her orders. His lies...why does he lie? People at school....one word spoken too loud and Im done. Why am I writting this? You know what else.... Im missing some of the people that havent talked to me in a couple months. You know...old friends. Why dont we talk anymore? Are they mad at me or just done with me? Maybe it was mutual. I hate it though. Well hows that for a journal entry? Im going to go eat the chinese food Ive been craving for a week. Then my parents are leaving for a memorial picnic. Annnd then Im going to work. Maybe a walk with Lauren in between. Sorry for all that BYE |
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| Anonymous | 04-10-04 4:47pm <3 Karlene and I miss her. Why don't we talk anymore :( We need to talk and that's an order. I miss you way too much.
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Iwasthinkingthat | Re:, 04-10-04 10:11pm Beffy Poo Brick Face-
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Anonymous | Re: Re:, 04-11-04 2:30pm It's a date.
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