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billyfan (profile) wrote,
on 4-10-2004 at 1:10am
Music: crying
Subject: why?
okay i no i only have been posting on friends only for a while but this is a exception. no sara i still dont talk shit about you on woohu because i am sincere, and i try not to make people feel horrible about themsleves. i have notbeen on woohu in like a week so i just read yur comment and everyone eleses, i mean really you cant blame cuttin yurself on me it is all your choice. i cant really remember ne thin bad i have done to you, i mean maybe i have said a few things that you did not like but is only cuz ya new i wuz rite, and you felt small and you dont like to feel any worse than ne one else. i mean truly if you were everrr ma friend you could blow stuf like that off. i mean ronnie wha did i do 2 you? Sierra, c'mon i thought we were friends, but i guess sara has pushed exagerated lies in yur head so i guess you hate me now to. Mandy what i have like only seen you once what did i do 2 you. i mean why do people always hate me so much i mean if ne one else said ne thing mean to you you would blow it off. Why me why. i mean i care about yur problems you jus neva want to tell me them. Sara well i cant say i know but i no yur goin thru a hard time at home and it may sound dumb but even though you made me feel like shit i am still praying for you so maybe sumday you could be a happier person, infact i pray for all my friends but especially you and well i really dont know how much i can take of everyone hating me. i am not being fake you guys really hurt me like alot, and well i forgive you, but sumtimes i dont allways 4get what is was u did, i mean really guys yoou should think about yur actions and wurds before you say them, i know you all have problems i know i am not the only one whho is sad, but you dont no what i have been through, all the well neva mind ya probly dont care ne more. i mean sierra you were all worried about me hurting maself but now i guess you dont care so fuck it all!!!!!!




oops at the top it said i still talk shit about sara, i meant i still dont cuz i neva have, i reallized that, sorry for the confusion!
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CrazyBlondeOne

04-11-04 1:49pm

you are lucky as hell that we're on spring break.

because when we get back i will kick your ass for saying that.

none of its true. none of it. I should watch my words!?!?! bullshit!! what words!! i havent even talked to you in like 2 weeks!!!
exaggerated lies my ass. its all true and you know it so shut up.
shove it up your fucking ass those lies i sware to god.


happy goddamn easter!!!

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pinkdinosaur

Re:, 04-11-04 1:50pm

whoops i was under sierras. that was me. and its all true
so fuckk off.

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pinkdinosaur

04-11-04 11:38pm

anyways. im not going to post too much shit about this today. because i really dont feel like it. every fucking word you say is lies. and i dont need to say more than that.

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Anonymous

Re:, 04-13-04 6:29pm

how can you say that about them? I cant believe you. nothing you say has any pinch of reality. so omg grrr!

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billyfan

billyfan, 04-21-04 11:03pm

what i did not say ne thin bad about them? i am so confused?

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Anonymous

04-18-04 12:25am

hey i was looking at journals randomly. and you dont know me, becuase i live in canada, but you sound like a real bitch.

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pinkdinosaur

04-23-04 3:33pm

thank you, courtney, for ruining my life. my friendships.

dont fucking yell at sierra becuase she knows the truth. you barely even fucking talk to her.

thanks again, really, for ruining my life. i know how super fun it had to be.



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billyfan

Re:, 04-24-04 5:08pm

What the fuck you cant blame me 4 things you did. if you mean from akiesa talking to you on fri. well that wuz her concern she brought up that you and ronnie needed to be talked to to work out sum issues, and hillary brought it up 2. i did not ruin yur friendships you did. i am not yelling at sierra cuz she has not said ne thing hurtful to me i cant forgive and neither have you but it is like you want me to be mean to you cuz in tha library you opened tha door and i smiled at you and you walked away, akiesa said it was cuz i smiled at you, i mean what the fuck!! you need to take tha blame for sum ov yur actions instead of blaming them on me or others!

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Anonymous

Re: Re: its ronnie, 04-24-04 5:23pm

Bitch! Fuck off! the only one who needs talking to is you. why do u smile at sara after all u did? what u think were still friends? HELL NO!!!!! exactly...what things did we do???
cuz really ur the fucking up our friendship(not u, me and sara's. but me, sara, akeisa and them). u no we went to the lock in and evan was there and ya no what . we were just fine with out u. so in reality, yeah, you are the one fucking up our friendships. acually during, wen u were mentioning "our actions " and blaming them on you, well the only reason is because...it kinda is your fault.
you think sara rolled her eyes at you just b/c you smiled? its because it wasnt a heppy smile, it was an "oh-look-im-laughing-and-runing-your-life" smile. and she doesnt need your fucking pity when your the one who's pretending to be depressed.

so stop trying to make us feel like this is all our fault. yeah, some of it probably is. but most of it is yours.
if all your gonna do is give me a pep talk on what a baad person i am the shove it up your ass.



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Anonymous

Re: Re: Re: its ronnie, 04-25-04 7:38pm

whoop whoop go ronnie !!

you definitly shoved her shit back in her face. !!

whoop whoop

A TASTE OF REALITY

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andy

04-29-04 5:39pm

Your $2.00USD has been received. Thank you.

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