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| mizu87 (profile) wrote, on 4-10-2004 at 5:40pm | |
| Current mood: pissed off yet happy |
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| Man my mom is a bitch. She called me a bitch too! I sure as hell didn't call her one though. Today.. had a softball tounment at ... like 40 minutes away and it was so cold outside, it still is. Windy and everything. Then left at 1:00 (we still had a game to play at 2 but I still left, don't worry I had permission) When to Lawton to get some food and then came home. Kelli invited me (Kelli Ulloa from church) to a cook out today and I went to it. Brought my PS2 and Tekken Tag too. ... Brook was there.. Brook.. god he is so cute. God I like alot of guys... they .. are flirting back with me too. This is all so new to me still.. .. (oh btw Yesterday I got my hair dyed red, it's really red now, with black highlights) Walked in and went to hook it up. Called Aaron from there and he came over and I wooped his ass... .. And Albries Brother (Albrie is that other guy I like, he's driven me home from work before and he just drove me home like 10 minutes ago) ... .. I like him. I like Brook.. god .. I love Indians.. god I'm such a sucker for them. I like them more then asians ^^',\ .. after I beat everybody I played I let the two mentally changled girls play. (they are really retarded, Kim and Becky. I wish people wouldn't make fun of them) When down to their garage and watched Brook, Lance (he's cute too), Anton, and Albries brother play pool. Rose (Aaron's cusion who he's good friends with) walked in and so I asked her if she wanted to play, she said he sucked but she would. So I said that me and Rose would play the winners and I knew Brook and Lance would win. God they are good. So they did and we played... Brook let us when... he said he lets all girls win except his sister. Lance wasn't going easy but Brook is better then him. After that we watched some of Bruce Almighty and then I saw Brook go into the back room where my PS2 was hooked up and I followed. I pushed him into hte room cause it looked like he was bout to leave. He said that he had played just about all the PS2 games that come out and he's beaten all the Tekkens. So of course he's good. He sat down on the floor beside me BUT behind me and we played. He let me win the first match then kicked my ass. ^^ Then we was drawing a crowd and Aaron came in and he was making fun of me so I threw him the controler and told him to play. Brook wooped his ass twice and so I played Aaron. (Aaron was on the other side of Brook) I beat Aaron the first time and we played again then Brook started to grab my side. I squirmed and Aaron was getting maybe one more hit in and then he said that he was helping Aaron ''Come'on man, I'm helpin ya out'' And then I stop squirming and... then he started to grab myside.. I liked it ^^' and he kept it up for quite awhile then stoped and said 'all man I was trying to help ya out till I looked at your life' yea he was bout dead... but.. Brook... ah so cute.. .. after that Aaron left and me and Brook played (I wouldn't let him leave even though he was just letting me kill him) and then Beaky and Kim came in wanting to play and Kelli popped her head in and said they were going outside to play volley ball. (I played Albrie in Tekken too, of course I beat him) And Brook said he wasn't going and I said I would. I asked Brook why and he said because he didn't like to socalize anymore.. must be because of his mothers death... I don't know.. but I wanted to stay with him but.. I went out cause I wanted to play more. So I set it up for Beacky and Kim and left and Brook followed (I went there for Aaron and ditched him for Brook, who wouldn't? He's taller then me after all while Aaron's shorter) Ha yea.. played and it was fun.. mom called and I had to go.. so I went inside to get my PS2 (after asking albrie to give me a ride to my house which was like 5 blocks away) And Brook had some loud Rock music on and I gave him a smile (to the rock music) and He raised his brow and I did the same. (gotta love eyebrowls) And got everything then went to the garage were him and Lance was playing pool (the garage door in just in the front room) and waved to them. Brook came up to the bottom of the steps (not for me, he just got though shooting) And looked up at me and I said .. and my expression.. God I didn't mean to make it sound so.. soft and.. argh but anyway, "Bye, Brook, it was good seeing you again." and gave him a soft smile and lmao his expression. He raised his DAMN browl and he is so cute and anyway I waved again and said bye and went out and I looked back and he was looking at me and then I reached the door and looked back again and I could see though the crack of the door Brook looking at me. God.. I was so surpized. I looked like he said something so I yelled what? (the music was up loud remember) and he said somethign again and I'm like I can't hear you! and he just said forget it and went back down the stairs so I walked back over there and he was still on the steps and I'm like 'what?' and he's laughing 'I didn't say anything' and I'm like 'ya you did' and he said no and I asked lance if brook said anything and the poor boy looked lost lol and so anyway I'm like 'see ya later' and ... brook said see ya later and.. his eyes.. god.. why wont' they look away from my shy ones? Anyway.. he is so damn cute and I left and looked back again and he was looking back at me.. and I left. Albrie took me home and I got into a fight with my mother... not a friendly fight either. Mom was mad from eailer today. Because I really didn't play in the game I just ran for slow runners and mom didn't want to drive al the way if I wasn't even playing and she said that if i'm not playing here is no point in me playing and said that next year I'm not playing. I told her I would play if I want to. I'm still part of the team even if I jusr run for poeple, mom said I wasn't. Everyone loved my hair btw. And.. she.. was just bitching the whole ride home and I was snapping back at her. She was pissed off by the time we got home and I had to hurry and leave so I could get to Kellis... So anyway she said I want you back at 5, so I said 5:30 and .. well we was out playing V-ball and she called.. she yelled at me that it was almost 5:30... .. so I had to leave... then when I get home she said 'who all was there!' (she didn't want me to go cause I told her the hott indian who's 21 named brook was there.. damn her) She blah blah and was making a sandwhich and ... anyway I don't remember but she said it sounded like a browl was going on.. and it was just us yelling cause someone missed the ball (on the phone) and they scored... .. .. and I yelled at her and .. she spilt her chips so she kicked the drawer shut and thew her food away and then the drawer was brocken.. and... she said that she doesn't consider me as a doughter anymore. To never tell her I love her because all I love is myslef... it's true.. I'm selfish.. I trust no one.. and .. I told jon that.. he said i have to get outthere more or I wouldn't make it in life.. i'm too scared to trust anyone.. But mom was talking about leaving and she's not doing very well at work.. everyone is .. well being a bitch to her and... it's hell where she works.. I need to find more jobs... ... I need a ride... .. pagent is tonight .. we are getting ready now.. I should go... I won't forget how brook looked at me.. Jon is supposed to come tonight but he said he might not... he probably won't.. its' too cold and he'll rather get high... I'll see Nick tonight... .. god my life is turnign crazy... ... crazy and full of boys... I'm turning into one of the girls I scold.. at make fun of... .. .. ... Brook... Jon.. .. Brook... .. Brook... I really like him god how can I say that? I dont' even know these boys.... ... but I do like him... .. ... Ja... |
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Hiei | -, 04-11-04 7:29pm Could you possibly type anymore? |
mizu87 | 04-11-04 9:36pm You always get onto me for asking questions I already know the answers to...
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Hiei | -, 04-11-04 11:11pm Possibly. I liked your old icon better. |
mizu87 | Re: -, 04-12-04 8:45pm I might agree with you there, Hiei...
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