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| blondie17 (profile) wrote, on 4-10-2004 at 11:21pm | |
| Current mood: contemplative |
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| after watching Gothica....(sp) i was scared to drive home....and even more scared knowing its empty..house sitting is fun i suppose...i get a little bit of alone time...the only scary thing about it is the fact that i get to sleep here alone here to in a rather unfamilliar house. it is just different laying down on the couch with lights turned off and just a little spooked cause you are indeed alone in an empty home.so many things have occured during this spring break...i think it can be considered my most eventful spring break yet...i guess that is a good thing. but finding other things about certain people isnt so fun...what i mean by that is realizing their not as close as you had hoped. not really thinking about there actually being a problem but soon realizeing that there is just sucks. i wish things could just be good. obviously that is impossible... is forgetting about the known problem the answer...i guess it is going to be because confronting it will just make the situation worse. i guess i would like to just pretend i dont know anything like i have, but where will that get me sense the problem still remains and i know it does? this is just babbeling but what else can i do? the great thing is, doesnt everybody use everybody? the next question that comes to my mind, is....why must we let friendships fade...the way we do and why does it all resort to talking behind backs? oh well again that is life...what can we do? everyone talks about everyone and the listeners are most intrigued when its bad....isnt that ironic......thats what ive come to notice. it is so true. that is the problem with people today. the fact that we are most interested in others pain or hurt feelings and talking crap is sad but true. ohwell there again thats life. what pisses me off even more...and i admit that i do this too....is acting like there is nothing wrong when you know there is....to be continued....hold on gotta check something out... | |
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Sputnik | 04-11-04 7:15pm You're in a good mood. Cheer up!
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