| Add Memory | Add To Friends | |
| mudpiegrl (profile) wrote, on 4-11-2004 at 11:05pm | |
| im sorry if you havent had a bf...maybe youll still know what im talking about... i miss hul so much...and its not the same kinda miss as a friend...cuz i miss spencer in a friendy kind of way...its the same kinda miss i missed neil with when i was gone, only not so powerful... and he knows what i mean...only i dont know if he really does......erm...... battlestarre: hul i have a personal question for you personofthasun00: ooo fun battlestarre: you dont have to answer, obviously battlestarre: lol personofthasun00: obviously battlestarre: once youve broken up wtih a girl, do you miss them? personofthasun00: in certain ways personofthasun00: but i think you meant to ask that to wender battlestarre: no, i totally meant it to you personofthasun00: oh personofthasun00: okay battlestarre: do you look at them and go...man i remember why i liked her so much... battlestarre: and almost start liking them again?> personofthasun00: kinda not really battlestarre: ::sigh:: battlestarre: im hopeless personofthasun00: you're hopeless? battlestarre: yes. battlestarre: do you want to know why? personofthasun00: i suppose your going to tell me battlestarre: only if you want to know...if you have no intrest, ill make neil listen...lol im kidding personofthasun00: tell me battlestarre: okie battlestarre: because when i hang out with you...i am like wow...he's such a sweetheart...and like i almost wish that it had gone longer, just because i would like to see what it would turn out to be like...and like i love neil and all...dont get me wrong, im not about to break up with him because old feelings come back, but its just confusing and i was sort of wondering if youve had the same about stacey or me battlestarre: cuz i guess i was wondering if its normal battlestarre: its hard to talk to neil about it; he can only bring up stef and it makes me jealous personofthasun00: yeah ive had thoughts like that personofthasun00: stef? personofthasun00: thats weird personofthasun00: but yeah its normal battlestarre: ::sigh:: personofthasun00: sigh indeed personofthasun00: its just cause we dont hang out anymore battlestarre: i feel kinda um....not loyal...i cant remember the word personofthasun00: well as much as we used to anyways battlestarre: no...its not..its every time i see you battlestarre: so youre saying its just cuz i miss hanging out with you? battlestarre: then how come i dont miss spencer? i used to hang out with him lots too battlestarre: like i do, but not the same way personofthasun00: u did? battlestarre: yea. battlestarre: i always used to talk to him online and stuff too... personofthasun00: i dunno battlestarre: its just weird...oh well...i wont bother you with it anymore...probably's kinda uncomfortable personofthasun00: well everyone kinda seems to be goin their own ways battlestarre: yea, of course...thats the way it always goes...specially since you guys'll all be shipping off soon...::sigh:: personofthasun00: its not that uncomfortable cuz your cool bout it battlestarre: i wanna hang out with you all so bad but if i do i dont wanna miss you more than i already will personofthasun00: weird battlestarre: that uncomfortable...lol personofthasun00: whatever personofthasun00: i find its best to bottle emotions up inside personofthasun00: and let them all out when you are forty personofthasun00: serenity now personofthasun00: haha personofthasun00: i know ill just start being a jackass personofthasun00: i just cant help being so hot personofthasun00: haha jk |
|
| Post A Comment |
|
LOSERxDORK | 04-12-04 11:52am aw :( |