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mudpiegrl (profile) wrote,
on 4-11-2004 at 11:27pm
Current mood: confused
this is weird...er....


battlestarre: neil.
battlestarre: how much do you miss stef.
battlestarre: ?
battlestarre: like is it only a friendy kinda miss...
battlestarre: or do you miss being so incredibly close to her
battlestarre: ?
HammeTrucci: actually, i dont really miss her that much
battlestarre: oh.
HammeTrucci: yeah, i miss my old group sometimes
battlestarre: but just a friendy kinda miss...thas different
HammeTrucci: but like, i have new friends now
battlestarre: yea.
HammeTrucci: yeah, i miss hangin out with them
HammeTrucci: not really the connection
battlestarre: oh. okay.
HammeTrucci: the only one i really miss is ben
HammeTrucci: he was my best friend
battlestarre: okie.
HammeTrucci: yeah, how come u asked?
battlestarre: um....cuz
HammeTrucci: ok, its all good if you're curious
battlestarre: not that
battlestarre: cuz...its kinda weird telling you, although i have no issue saying so other than your possibly jealous reaction
HammeTrucci: i think the best thing about our relationship is how we can talk about things
battlestarre: i totally dont wanna upset you
HammeTrucci: itskinda weird telling me what?
HammeTrucci: im kinda confused now
HammeTrucci: sorry
battlestarre: cuz.
battlestarre: okie ... well...the reason i asked is cuz ...
battlestarre: i miss hul....and its weird because its not the same kinda miss that i miss spencer, which is a friendy miss...
battlestarre: i miss him the same way, although not as much as i did you when i left.
battlestarre: and its more long term..
battlestarre: and i dont wanna tell you cuz hes your friend and its weird
HammeTrucci: that's understandable
HammeTrucci: its ok babe
HammeTrucci: he was your first real boyfriend right?
battlestarre: yea i guess.
battlestarre: but i was his too....well girlfriend...
HammeTrucci: yeah
battlestarre: and he doesnt really get it.
HammeTrucci: so there is always gonna be a connection between you twwo
battlestarre: but it makes me nervous.
battlestarre: cuz hes your friend
battlestarre: doesnt that bother you at all.
battlestarre: ????/
HammeTrucci: its kinda weird but it bothers me less because ive known him for a long time
battlestarre: that would make it weirder for me
battlestarre: i think id rather not know stef if you did have a slight attraction to her than know her...
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LOSERxDORK

04-12-04 11:52am

interesting convo

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mudpiegrl

Re:, 04-12-04 6:54pm

uh huh...it surprised me...

the other entry is with my ex...so i guess its not supposed to be aww...its weird hanging out with people you broke up with


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LOSERxDORK

Re: Re:, 04-13-04 8:29am

yeah, i hung out with my ex and i felt odd, but it was nice...kinda


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kopijka4

04-12-04 7:49pm

that is wierd. I remember missing randy and hanging out with him and stuff, but i knew it wouldn't be the same, i also knew i just missing the idea of what-might-have-been. You know, not exactly pining but wondering. I dunno if thats what you got going on. :-(
cathy

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