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mudpiegrl (profile) wrote, on 4-11-2004 at 11:27pm | |
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this is weird...er.... battlestarre: neil. battlestarre: how much do you miss stef. battlestarre: ? battlestarre: like is it only a friendy kinda miss... battlestarre: or do you miss being so incredibly close to her battlestarre: ? HammeTrucci: actually, i dont really miss her that much battlestarre: oh. HammeTrucci: yeah, i miss my old group sometimes battlestarre: but just a friendy kinda miss...thas different HammeTrucci: but like, i have new friends now battlestarre: yea. HammeTrucci: yeah, i miss hangin out with them HammeTrucci: not really the connection battlestarre: oh. okay. HammeTrucci: the only one i really miss is ben HammeTrucci: he was my best friend battlestarre: okie. HammeTrucci: yeah, how come u asked? battlestarre: um....cuz HammeTrucci: ok, its all good if you're curious battlestarre: not that battlestarre: cuz...its kinda weird telling you, although i have no issue saying so other than your possibly jealous reaction HammeTrucci: i think the best thing about our relationship is how we can talk about things battlestarre: i totally dont wanna upset you HammeTrucci: itskinda weird telling me what? HammeTrucci: im kinda confused now HammeTrucci: sorry battlestarre: cuz. battlestarre: okie ... well...the reason i asked is cuz ... battlestarre: i miss hul....and its weird because its not the same kinda miss that i miss spencer, which is a friendy miss... battlestarre: i miss him the same way, although not as much as i did you when i left. battlestarre: and its more long term.. battlestarre: and i dont wanna tell you cuz hes your friend and its weird HammeTrucci: that's understandable HammeTrucci: its ok babe HammeTrucci: he was your first real boyfriend right? battlestarre: yea i guess. battlestarre: but i was his too....well girlfriend... HammeTrucci: yeah battlestarre: and he doesnt really get it. HammeTrucci: so there is always gonna be a connection between you twwo battlestarre: but it makes me nervous. battlestarre: cuz hes your friend battlestarre: doesnt that bother you at all. battlestarre: ????/ HammeTrucci: its kinda weird but it bothers me less because ive known him for a long time battlestarre: that would make it weirder for me battlestarre: i think id rather not know stef if you did have a slight attraction to her than know her... |
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LOSERxDORK | 04-12-04 11:52am interesting convo |
mudpiegrl | Re:, 04-12-04 6:54pm uh huh...it surprised me...
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LOSERxDORK | Re: Re:, 04-13-04 8:29am yeah, i hung out with my ex and i felt odd, but it was nice...kinda
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kopijka4 | 04-12-04 7:49pm that is wierd. I remember missing randy and hanging out with him and stuff, but i knew it wouldn't be the same, i also knew i just missing the idea of what-might-have-been. You know, not exactly pining but wondering. I dunno if thats what you got going on. :-(
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